Chapter 1: Make a fresh start...

Hello guys ! I'm publishing here the first chapter of my fiction. But I need to say you some things before you start reading :

- This chapter set on the 17th April 2015, but the Prologue (I've published last week) stands few years later and the first chapters will explain you how we are arrived to the situation of the prologue. So be careful with time indications !

- In this fiction (like in many of my fictions) we change often of point of view so each charcater had an associate color whiwh will always be the same during the whole fiction : Liam speaks in orange, Zayn in purple, Louis in red, Harry in blue, Niall in green. Be careful too ! ;)

- Finally, I really expect to have some comments on this chapter so please take 2 minutes of your time to let a small comment. ;)

Chapter 1: Make a fresh start...

April 17^th 2015

Boys’ backstage room

- Are you ready sweetheart ?

- Yeah. I still can’t believe we're doing this ...

- It had to happen one day baby, we knew it since the beginning ... And now it's the best time for us to stop. Before committing ourselves for another few years.

- Yes, I know ... You're going to tell me that we’ve already talked about that many times ...

- Right. Kiss me before the others arrive. You still don’t want to tell them?

- No. This beautiful love story belongs to us.

- I know Liam. Kiss me

He leans toward me and puts his lips on mine. He’s very sweet when he does that and I love it. He hurried off when we hear the noise of the other three boys in the hallway. He can’t get his eyes off of me. Today is a really essential day for all of us. Today we are officially separating, this is our last concert, it's official, in a few hours One Direction won’t exist anymore.

- We knew we 'll get you there, I said, entering the room , you should have come to play with us , it's relaxing .

- No football for me, Zayn said, I prefer to stay calm before a concert and you know it...

- Yeah, Harry said, taking off his lips to those of Louis

- Stop kissing you all the time, said Liam, it’s boring...

- It must be taken advantage of when we’re inside, protests Louis

- Anyway in a few hours we will finally appear together, says Harry, I cannot wait ...

He looks lovingly at his boyfriend. It's been almost two years that they are together. Two years they hide from everyone, no one is aware of anything, but they have planned to make it becoming public at the beginning of our concert. Good for them if they can be displayed in public. At least they can assume and love each other in peace.

- Finally what are you going to do after? Ask suddenly Zayn

- Hmmm ... we are going two weeks on vacation together, says Harry

- And on the long term we still don’t know, said Louis, do you?

- Me I continue in music, I finally admit, I already signed my contract actually...

- Already? Niall you haven’t lost any time ... exclaims Liam

- It was an offer I could not refuse. I’m sorry to not have told you this ... But I have not had the opportunity

- It's okay , Zayn said , it's really good for you. What are you going to do then?

- Going on the road with my guitar, but I would just play in small concert rooms...

- Damn it's great, Harry exclaimed , so guitar and voice ?

- Yeah, I said , it's quite what I've always wanted to do. But enough talked about me, Liam? Zayn? What will you do?

- I have a modeling agency who contacted me, but I have not yet responded , I expect to see, Zayn replies

- Me I signed a contract for a small advertising campaign, and after I do not know, maybe a little bit of modeling, says Liam

It’s strange for me to think that in a few hours we’ll part our ways. Our lives will separate after five amazing years together.

- GUYS IT'S TIME , Paul said opening the door

- Enjoy it, says Zayn, this is the last time you can tell us that, Paul

We all start laughing but in fact we all feel sad. It is difficult for us to stop, but it is a decision we have carefully considered all together. And this concert, our last concert will be fucking awesome ! We’ve planned a very long concert, three hours long; broadcast live on television in several countries.

We all made a hug to Paul and go at the back of the stage to get our ear-flap and our microphones. I touched discreetly Zayn’s hand and my boyfriend smiled. Nobody is aware of our relationship, not even our families or the boys. And tomorrow it will be exactly a year since we’re together. So these two days are very important for both of us. I love him, I 'm totally in love with him. I never thought I could fall in love with a boy, but with him it had been natural, he either did not feel he was gay before our story begins . But we really love each other and I hope that our story will last. As usual I tangle myself with my headset wire and Zayn comes to my rescue, he puts it up, smiling. In the darkness he stuck his body to mine, he knows I love that.

- The stadium is full boys, enjoy, says Paul , give the best of yourself ...

He’s quite crying and I understand him. Five years that he’s with us on all our tours. I'll hug hard, I will miss him, we will all miss him...

- Don’t forget that you are at Wembley boys, there's over 80,000 people waiting for your last public appearance together.

- Yes Paul, says Louis

- You still want to start with what you have to announce both? He said, looking at Harry and Louis

- Yeah, answer the lovers in chorus. We want to enjoy it on stage at least once.

Zayn gave me a discreet wink and I smiled. If they only knew!

- As we planned?, I said, turning to Harry

- Yeah. I go first, I’ll call for you to join me later, we say what we have to say and then we go back behind the stage to come all together on Kiss You .

- Okay. I love you Hazza. And it will be alright.

- I have no doubts about it.

I kissed him long and told the other boys:

- We start with our announcement, and as soon as we came back backstage we launch the real show okay?

- Go ahead, says Liam

- Courage, said Zayn

- Do what you have to do , we are here for you , says Niall

We made a quick collective hug and Hazza goes on stage. His arrival triggers a series of hysterical screaming and he is struggling to get quiet for what he has to say. I crouched behind the set at the background of the stage, I wait him to call me.

- Please be quiet, Harry said, let me tell you something before we start !

When calm is almost there he starts:

- Okay so… already thank you to all be there, it affects us greatly. But before we really start the show I have something a little more personal to say. I would like to introduce someone who means a lot to me. This is a person who shares my life for almost two years, and I 'm crazy in love ... Do you agree that I introduce to you the person I love most in this world ?

The stadium yells a resounding YES. Harry turns to where I am and says:

- Come and join me please.

I'll join Hazza, I’m nervous I admit , the stadium started screaming , joy , surprise , anger , rage , perhaps, I do not know and I do not care . At the moment all that matters is the hand Harry streches out to me and his lips that cry me "Kiss me ! ". I intertwine my fingers with his and kissed him stealthily.

Then I say:

- It's been over a year and a half Harry and I were out together, we would appreciate you respect that, because I care about Harry so much and he’s mad of me. And we wanted to tell you now, before we start, because we want to finally be ourselves on stage for our last concert. So thank you and now let’s the show begin !!

ELLIPSIS OF THREE HOURS

- Guys , this is our last song, so we must enjoy it the most we can !

We made a very long hug together backstage before going back on stage for our last song. We chose to finish the first song we sang together: Torn . A symbol. Louis refused not to hold my hand , he already has tears in his eyes , and I must say that I 'm not far away from this point too. Liam and Niall also have tears in their eyes , Zayn manages to hide his feelings, but nevertheless, he has the same opinion. I sing the refrain as best as I can, trying to hold back the tears flowing down my cheeks. It's very hard for us. Louis sticks to me to support me and the other three boys are also getting closer to us. We all end the song together, in unison with the public. Then there was a long period of black on stage during which we can hear the public continuing to sing. We fall into the arms of each other, hugging , also crying a lot. When the light comes on again we sit on stage to talk a little with our fans before separating with them. Niall begins, he gently weeps and it is very difficult for him to speak ...

- Thank you ... Thank you for being there for five years ... We love you , we will never forget you ...

- We know this is hard for you, be aware that this is a heartbreaking moment for us too, continues Zayn , we are very grateful to you for bringing us where we are today , we owe you everything, you’re at the origin of our meet, I used to have only sisters, now I have four brothers , and that's not going to stop because even if we stop singing we won’t stop seeing each other, or at least I hope.

He exchanges a glance with Liam and the two young men smile it’s the most beautiful friendship I have ever seen.

- You 're probably wondering what we will do next, adds Louis , I confess you that we will take very different ways, personally I will continue my story with Hazza and see where it’ll takes us.

- Me, I want to live my life, I would like to take a bit of my youth again, Zayn said , but I do not think I’m going further into the world of music, I 'm sorry but I aspire to a more quiet and peaceful life.

- I can announce that you will soon find myself in an advertising campaign, adds Liam , and later, as Zayn , I aspire to a quiet life. I want to stay with those I love.

- I just wanna live my life with Louis, I say , in all simplicity, I only need to be happy.

- I hate you for letting me the final word, says Niall , so I announce you that I will do a tour of small venues, alone with my guitar,I’m going to give you soon the link on Twitter to find any information about it. That's it. Now it's over and we really need to go, but we wanted to tell you one last time how much we love you, that we owe you all, and we will never forget you.

We get up and we will greet our audience one last time, I see in the first row all the girls crying and I no longer try to hold back my tears. This is a page of my life, our life, which turns. Then we hurry up to return backstage. Now the tears roll down our cheeks without we can retain them, Louis is in my arms, in a dirty state, it is one of us who wants the less to stop.

I retained somehow my tears on stage but as soon as we walked backstage I burst into tears. It's hard to stop something like that which served five years of our lives. Liam , by instinct and habit , approached me, he holds me in his arms and gently stroking my back. He took the opportunity to slip soft words in my ear :

- Stop crying sweetheart, I know it's hard but now we have whole life ahead of us. We will finally be able to live 100% together, I love you Zayn ...

He comes slightly off to me, looked me straight in the eyes, put his hand on my cheek and approach his lips to mine. It's crazy but I am unable to prevent it. When our lips enter in contact I feel a warmth spread throughout my body, I feel better , he reassured me and soothes me .

The boys who were talking behind us ended abruptly. When Liam concludes our kiss he intertwines his fingers with mine and turned to the boys who stay totally incredulous.

- You ... uh ... said Niall without knowing what to say

- I can not believe Harry said

- I can not believe it, adds Louis in a strange echo

And to think that Liam did not want to reveal this...

- I reckon we owe you some explanations, says Liam , Zayn and I are together for almost a year, we did not want anyone to be aware , we wanted to keep it to ourselves because it is our private life but I can’t support seeing Zayn crying. Sorry Zayn, he said turning to me, it had probably surprise you but it's the only way I found to stop you for crying..

- It's okay honey , I had nothing against the fact that they know ...

I kiss his neck and the boys seem to regain the use of the word :

- But it's been a long time that you are gay? ask Louis

- Your parents know? Niall added

- I still cannot believe, said Harry in a low voice

- One question at a time, I said, smiling, Niall to answer your question our families are not aware of it. And they should not be at the moment, so if you could say nothing to anybody about this please guys. Absolutely nobody . And to answer your question Louis in fact I don’t know. I fell in love with Liam, I did not ask whether I was gay or not, it’s just me seemed obvious that I was in love.

- Same for me, says Liam, I love him and I'm happy with him ...

- Good for you, Niall said smiling

He hug us very very hard in his arms.

ELLIPSIS OF SEVERAL HOURS

Heathrow Airport

- Louis please hurry up or we'll miss our flight, we aren't early…

- It is not me who wanted to stay to discuss, I say a little bit edgy, and then why am I the one who carry the bags ?

Harry sighs, turns and takes one of the suitcase in my hand. He kisses me quickly so that I won't stay angry with him and enters the airport. We fly to Bali with Harry, we allow us two weeks of vacation there, we need to take that time for us. It is three in the morning and the airport is almost deserted , Harry goes to the registration desk , we hurry to send our bags then headed boarding, it will start in five minutes, we finally aren’t too late than we thought. Harry intertwines his fingers with mine and smiled. What the fuck is he so beautiful when he smiles!

Liam apartment

I 'm lying in my underwear in Zayn 's arms , in my bed, he played with my hair and gently stroked my cheek as we speak .

- Do you realize that tomorrow we are not forced to get up to go to work ? he told me

- Yeah . It will be weird for us…

- I know . But it will also be good.

- You still agree that we go to see my parents tomorrow?

- Yes. Of course.

- Aren’t you afraid that they do not accept you ?

- Your mother loves me Liam, it will be alright ...

- She likes you as my best friend, not as my boyfriend.

- Liam stops flipping, your parents are tolerant, right ? Then they’ll accept me . I do not want to hide forever, I'd like to shout it from the rooftops

- I can not help freaking out , I'm going to tell my parents that I 'm gay ! This is not nothing!

- Well , don’t be upset baby ... it will be okay ..

He stroked my chest until I calm down , I can not help it , I can not help feeling anxious for this big revelation.

- Zayn ? say I

- Yes, my love?

- I love you.

- I love you too. And I am proud of that.

- Really? Don't you mind being gay ?

- Why should it bother me Liam ? I love you , this is the only important thing in my eyes.

He's about to add something but I prevents sticking my lips to his. Our legs crossed and I finally turn around to face him. I find myself above him, which is rather unusual.

I want to let him do it tonight , want to see how far he can go. I leaned towards him and will chew slightly his ear lobe, he smiled at me and kiss my neck. I feel good with him. I feel a bump forming slowly in my pants. Today it’s Liam who will lead the dance , for once , it changes ! And I know he will do it wonderfully.

Dublin Airport

Finally Home ! I feel so well in Ireland, and I'll finally be able to spend time there. My plane has arrived, I just get my suitcase and I head to the airport Starbucks to buy a coffee.

It will help me to keep me awake for the little road that I have to do. It's been several hours since I left the boys (I was the first to be gone ) and I finally feel free. I feel the right to do what I want to do. Finally . For myself. The saleswoman handed me my coffee and I turned to leave when I collided with a young woman. Our coffees we both end up on the ground, and a little about our jeans too.

- Fuck shit sorry , said the young woman picking up his empty cup on the floor

- It's okay , I said smiling, it's my fault, let me pay you another .

- No, no, it's good it’ll be alright

- I insist . What would you risk by having a coffee with me ? , I said laughing

- Okay , but quickly , I get in an hour and a half, replied the young woman

- Awesome! I 'm Niall , I said, holding out my hand

She shakes me it and gently replied:

- And I’m Eva .

She has a charming smile. I take a new coffee for each of us and we will sit down at a table to discuss .

Liam apartment

Zayn fall asleep after having sex, as usual. I'm nervous , I can not sleep. I pull out my pack of cigarettes and my lighter in my nightstand and 'm going to open the window to smoke. It relaxes me . It sucks but it relaxes me . I think about how my parents will react tomorrow. I hope they will accept it, and they will not blame me for not telling them.

- Honey ? What had we said about cigarettes?

I turned to Zayn who looks at me wide awake now .

- Sorry but I stress and this is the only way I 've found to decompress .

I put out my cigarette and throws it out the window. I close the window and the curtains then I join my boyfriend in bed. I snuggled against him and said softly :

- We need to succeed in quitting, both. Now we have fewer stressors we will get there .

- Yes.

- Couldn’t you sleep ?

- No. I'm too anxious to sleep ...

- So I propose to occupy our night something else ...

He smiled and his fingers just slip under the waistband of my pants .

- Again ?, I say a little surprised

It is true that we haven’t make it twice in the same night ever.

- You do not want ? , Zayn said visibly disappointed

- No no, I want if , it's just ... it's not usual ...

- You know what Liam ? I do not care habits , today we celebrate our freedom, and our one year relationship , so if I want to have sex with you let me do it please.

- Yes honey.

I kissed her gently and let him take things in his hand.

THE NEXT MORNING

Niall’s house

I still have the habit of getting up early and at nine o'clock in the morning I 'm getting up. Yet I spent almost an hour chatting with Eva in the middle of the night at the airport. She is a model and she is very nice. It is part of the great meet that are often made by chance. We laughed a lot that night , and it did me good. I walk in pants in the house of my parents, I feel good , I can enjoy their presence. And I'll also be able to spend time with my brother, his wife and my nephew ! I haven’t seen him growing up but now he is a little more than three years and I want to be a good uncle to him.

Liam’s car

I’m driving, Liam is too exhausted of our night. Moreover, he dozed in the passenger seat. We made love three times, twice at night and once in the morning. It relaxed me, anyway I fear much less than Liam, I 'm sure it will go well. Even absolutely certain. It may be a bit confusing for Karen and Geoff at the beginning but it will be okay .

- Liam ? Awake, I said, gently stroking her thigh, we arrived in five minutes.

- Already ???  He exclaims waking

- Yes. It’ll be good, do not worry . I love you and I'll be there for you , whatever your parents say.

- Thank you. We do as we say?

- Yes. Exactly like that, and I swear it's going to be okay.

- We'll see Zayn , we'll see.

Luxurious house isolated on a paradise beach of Bali

I just had my mother on the phone , she wanted to tell me she was proud of Harry and I, and of our announcement last night. Harry is asleep in bed, naked . I got up , slipped quickly underpants and will prepare breakfast for us both. We will be able to take full advantage of the holiday together , we no longer have to hide from people, we can live our love openly. This is a big change for us . It’s so good, we will not complain ... I 'm cooking eggs and bacon (yes we rented a house fully equipped with a fridge filled ) for Harry and I look in closets to make me a bowl of cereals .

- In the closet at the top right , I watched it last night, I thought I'd be up before you.

- Thank you sweetheart ...

Harry approached me , still naked and just give me a very big hug. I can not believe we are officially together, in the eyes of whole world.

Liam 's parents' house

My heart drummed in my chest as I reach out to sound. Zayn waiting in the car, I have to go get him once I have said what I have to say my parents. I ring and enter into the house, as usual. My hands are shaking so I put them in my jeans pockets in order to hide that. My mother comes and hugs me tightly in his arms, she is happy to see me, it's been over a month since I wasn’t at home. My father comes and tighten us in his arms and as soon the let me breathe I say :

- Dad, Mom, I have to tell you something , it is important and it can not wait.

My parents seem a bit surprised but I do not give them time to think too much.

- Can we arise in the living room? Because it is not easy to say…

- Okay, said my father smiling

They arise in the couch and me in the chair on the other side of the coffee table. They watch me in silence. My father holds the hand of my mother dearly. I cast a quick glance out the window when I saw my car (with Zayn in it although he is invisible from where I am) and it gives me the strength to launch me .

- Dad, Mom, I ... it may surprise you much but I hope you will accept what I’ll tell you ... I ... I'm gay

A long silence follows my statement and I nervously rubbing my hands, eyes downcast , waiting for their response .

- Are you ... sure ? ask my father

- Certain .

- Since when did you know you’re like this ? , asked my mother

- A while. A year in fact ...

- Why saying that now ? add my mother

- Because I did not know how to tell you this, I was afraid of your reaction, and then we wanted to stay hidden

- We ... ? said my father suspiciously

- My boyfriend and me, if I chose to tell you this it's because I date him since one year . And I would formalize it with you ... if you want ... obviously

- Is he here ? ask my father

- He waits for me in the car.

- Go get him , said my mother , come back here then, we'll talk together.

- Thank you Mom , I say before going out

I rushed to the car and knock on the passenger window where Zayn doze. He lowered his window and I look inside to kiss him passionately.

- Well gently , he said smiling, what do they said?

- Nothing, they want to meet you to talk about it all together

- I’m coming.

- Zayn ?

- Yes my dear?

- I love you.

- I love you too. Let me go out we go greet your parents.

He leaves the car after closing the window and we cross the street to go home. Before moving the door I slid my fingers into those of Zayn, it reassures me .

I feel Liam very nervous. I’m scared too, it is true, but less than him, I feel good as I am with him, no matter the trials. On entering the room I see Karen and Geoff up exactly at the same time their eyes towards us, totally incredulous . In their eyes mingle surprise, relief, misunderstanding, questions ...

- Well, it's been a year today that I date Zayn , Liam said in a timid voice

His parents urge us to sit without saying a word. I sit on the chair and Liam comes to rest on my knees, slightly askew so that I can still see his parents. Our fingers are still linked and my hand comes to rest naturally in the palm of her kidneys . I see him smile to me, I know it relaxes him. His parents are still watching us silently . I understand that it should not be easy for them. Not easy at all. But I hope they will accept.

- Boys, you’ll understand that we are a little disturbed , his father suddenly told us, we did not expect that at all ... It's very confusing ... ...

- Finally ... especially Zayn , said the mother of my boyfriend , I always thought you basically straight, I mean , I had some doubts on you Liam but Zayn I really do not think so.

- And yet I love your son, I say, with all my heart ...

- I doubt not, said Karen

I squeeze a little harder Liam’s hand, I feel we are winning our bet : to be accepted by his parents.

- It is not allowed to us to judge you anyway , his father said , I want to see my son happy so if that is with you Zayn, I’m okay. Even if it's really very confusing for us.

- Thank you, Liam said, I did not think you would take it as well ... I really love Zayn and that's important to me that you accept our relationship.

- Come give me a hug Liam , said her mother, smiling

They hug long under the tender gaze of Geoff and me. The father of my boyfriend finally come to shake my hand warmly and took the opportunity to slip :

- You better take care of my son ... But I trust you for that ...

House in Bali

Louis engulfed his cereal bowl fast and he left to take a shower . We did not have sex that night , a first! So I 'm a little lacking, especially because we slept both naked . Anyway, we planned to enjoy the private beach and the turquoise waters of the Indian Ocean for now . I know we will catch up tonight, Louis loves me too much to deny me this pleasure . I cast a glance at the clock on the wall , it is eleven o'clock local time. We'll bask a little at sea then we'll probably eat at one of these restaurants for tourists to the village, and then I think Louis wants to go run a little , or at least take a hike . He loves it and it does not displease me , good for us, it allows us to share activities .

- Well what are you doing Hazza ? I wait you in the water, said Louis crossing the kitchen to get out on the beach

He is completely naked and I understand that he expects the same for me when I go to join him. I put my empty plate in the sink and come out of the house to join my boyfriend. He is already enjoying the turquoise waters of the ocean. I join him in the water and glue myself to him . Our mouths are slowly finding each other, our tongues intertwined so as our fingers. I have butterflies in my stomach, I love this feeling...

Niall’s house

I did almost nothing but eat this morning. On the first one in the morning , then I had lunch with my parents when they got up , and with my brother when he awoke , and there I eat cupcakes with Theo. It is too too cute. It had been four months since I had not seen him and he has changed dramatically during that time. While eating his cupcakes he plays with a small plastic truck that I brought him to forgive me for such a long absence. My mother is cooking , my brother is watching Theo and me , and he finally says :

- You were back later than expected last night, right?

The question seemed to tap him for a while and I say :

- Yeah ...

- What’s her name ?

- Who’s name ? ask I, pretending to be surprised (I don’t want to reveal him the existence of Eva for the moment)

- The girl who kept you ...

- There's no girl that caught me Greg , you're wrong. I just stopped a little at the airport , I did not lead immediately I was too tired .

- That's right, my mother said , you should learn from your brother Greg , it would save us from some nice scares . Niall , does your brother told you his latest bullshit ?

- Uh, no he hadn’t boast about it.

- He failed to fuck in the ditch with the car of your father. The gentleman was a little bit drunk.

- Greg you freaking fuck ! , I say , laughing

- For my defense I’ve to say that I was at a party and Denise called me because she felt bad, I was not thinking I took the road.

- That'll teach you, said my mother, she's better anyway?

- She has an appointment with the doctor tomorrow , says Greg

ELLIPSE OF SEVERAL HOURS

Liam 's parents' house

- Goodbye Mom, I promise we will return very quickly.

- You’d better, now that you no longer have to tour or ad to do, my father said

- Yes, we often will, I swear , Zayn said in my place, and again thank you for accepting our relationship.

- This is normal , answered my mother, and then you form a couple so cute ...

- Thank you Mom , I say

I hold her in my arms before also tighten my father in my arms, Zayn took the opportunity to hug my mother. Oddly I think the fact that I go out with Zayn helped get my homosexuality. Zayn and I go out of the house and back in my car, Zayn insisted so I let him drive the wheel. I sit in the passenger seat and before he starts I gratifies him with a very very languorous kiss.

- I love you Zayn ! You 're the man of my life ...

- I love you Liam , and you know how you have taken a significant place in my heart ...

- Yes, I know .

He starts the car and we continue to discuss :

- Tomorrow I would like us to go to my parents , my boyfriend said

- No! I ... no wait , it's not that I do not like your parents  Zayn , you know how much I love them, but we can not just swoop in and say " Hey hello to the fact we are in a relationship for a year " one does not happen and two I 'm too scared to do it ...

- Liam , you know what I think , we will have to go through it .

- Not now . It's too early .

- But you did well introduced me to your parents. And it is even fine.

- This is not the same. Zayn you have not bathed in the same culture as me being small, it may be much more violent for your parents than mine . And then you have heard what my mother has said , she suspected that I was gay. While that which you doubt your homosexuality is that it has a serious problem.

- Anything ... I'm telling you they will fine.

- And I tell you it is out of the question .

He tilts his head and turns to the window, her back to me . That mean that the debate is closed. It's a shame . But I do not want to force it, I understand his point of view, and it is true that accept my homosexuality for my parents will be much harder . Not because they are not tolerant and open , just that in my culture this stuff is theoretically rather prohibited. But it's okay , I'll wait until my boyfriend is ready. I love him. To die . And I would do whatever he asks . Even if it means hiding for more months or years . All that matters to me is his well-being ... Without putting my eyes off the road I put a hand on the thigh of my boyfriend dozing already deeply. I hear him muttering something in his sleep and I smile, I find it too cute .

Cottage in Bali

Harry and me have been running for nearly two hours.

It made us much good. Now we go hand in hand to the house we rented. He did not stop kissing my neck , he knows that it makes me much effect ...

- Stop Hazza , you know I can not resist this kind of things ...

- I know, this is exactly why I do it ...

- You're Machiavellian Harry.

We enter the small house and Harry kissed me very long before heading to take a shower . I take advantage of his absence to look at my phone that I had left on the kitchen table . I have four missed calls from a number that is vaguely familiar. I press the recall button , after a few tones a man replied .

- Hello? Louis ?

- Uh ... yes ?

- The director of the football club from Doncaster to the device.

- Yes ?

- You remember me Louis ?

- Uh vaguely , that's what, two years that we haven’t seen ?

- Right. I have a proposition for you now that you stopped your career in music.

- I 'm listening ...

- Well, I thought if you were still interested in football, we could offer you a place in the team, we need a motivated and talented striker ...

- I ... I do not know, it's been a while that I have not played and ...

- Just think about it Louis , you do not need to say your answer immediately . But it would be a chance for you to become a professional , as you have always dreamed .

- Uh ... okay . I will try to think about it. Thank you .

- You’re welcome. I must leave you, I await your response in  ... two weeks?

- No problem. Goodbye.

I hang a little in shock. I had thought of everything except that. A career in football ... After all why not ...

- Are you okay? Louis, asked Harry landed completely naked in the kitchen

- Yes, yes , we'll talk about that tomorrow. At the moment I have only one wish ...

I give him a huge smile and approach me about him. My right hand just grab the back of his left thigh and the left gently caress his chest . He smiled and chew my lip . I raise and bring him to our bed. I sit on top of him and his hands are slipping in my shorts.

Liam apartment

Zayn was asleep in my arms, for once it was me who watches over him and not vice versa. We had a day full of emotions. But I 'm relieved that it has been told my parents. I also know that I disappointed Zayn not wanting to be officially introduced as her boyfriend to her parents, but it is still too early for them. Or maybe is it to me that it is too early ? Actually this is of the reaction of Zayn’s father that I'm afraid . He may reject me , as his son 's homosexuality that will fail to accept. I 'm so scared .

- Baby ? Stop obsessing about it...

I look at Zayn who just whispered these words to my ear.

- Sorry . I thought to your parents ...

- Ah ?

- I can not meet them.  I 'm too scared ... you know ... finally your father , he scared me a little ...

- Shh . Do not say a word more. I love you and it’ll take the time it takes. It is up to you to decide when you're ready to told them everything okay?

- Okay. Thank you .

- This is normal. I love you , and I only want your happiness ... Hey, you really meant it when you said that I was the man in your life?

- Yes. I 'm absolutely convinced of it. I do not see myself spending my life with someone other than you Zayn . And I 've always said that the person that I will present to my parents would be the right person. The person who would break my heart to no end , for the rest of my days ...

- This is too cute. You know Liam , I feel the same for you, even if I do not necessarily express .

I take his hand and places it on my chest , against my heart . As always he is so close to me that my heart has frequently misses .

- Do you feel him beating ? I said softly , he beats like that only for you my love ...

- Really?

- Concentrate on the rhythm you will understand.

He closes his eyes for a long moment before opening them and say in a low voice :

- The rhythm is irregular. You're heartbeat is too irregular compared to the normal rate.

- Right. It makes me that only when I 'm next to you.

- Isn’t it a little bit dangerous ?

- No Liam. It's cute that's all.

- Yeah it's cute . That is true.

I kissed her gently and hug him in my arms. Long. He fell asleep, his head buried in the crook of my shoulder. I gently kissed her head before falling asleep too

So ? What have you think about this chapter ? Are you greatly expecting the next chapter ? Was it good ? What do you think about the group separation ? About their projects for the future ? About Liam and Zayn ? About the revelation of Ziam couple to Liam's parents ? About the Larry revelation to the audience ? Are Louis and Harry cute ? What about the proposition of the football club to Louis ? And what about Niall coming back home ? And the mysterious girl he met and he don't want to talk about ? Is it just an hasard ? ;)