1D's fanfictions (English)

Hello, here t's the forth chapter of my fiction. It's all about Larry (the next will be about Ziam I swear). Be carefuls some pictures are audacious...

And just for you to know : Arsenal is a football club from London...

Chapter 4 : The best weeks of their whole life

December 12^th 2017

Hotel room in Hawaii

-          Mum, it’s okay, my bowtie is okay so please calm down.

-          You know how much nervous I am.

-          Mum, I’m just marrying Louis, I say insisting on the “just”

-          That is the problem.

I move one step back quite violently and look at her in the eyes.

-          You don’t want me to marry Louis?

-          Louis isn’t the problem, but the wedding is, answers my mum

-          Mum, we’ve already talk about this, I love him and I want to formalise things with him. It’s time for us to wed, there is more than three years that we’re together.

-          And? You’re still young, things can change…

-          This won’t ever change. Louis is my soul mate and you know it.

-          That’s what you say, how can I be sure about it? Few months ago you were still separated Harry…

-          This was my fault. I’ve understand my mistakes, I love him and I want to marry him.

In the same time

Private beach in Hawaii

-          Thanks boys, it was nice to call.

-          You’re welcome, answers me Zayn, we’re really happy for you, and sorry again for not coming…

-          That’s not grave, I understand. Good bye !

-          Enjoy !

I hang up with Zayn. He should have been there with Liam today but Liam is sick so they’ve turn down the invitation. Niall is on tour and can’t be there either, but we’ve receive his best wishes yesterday evening via Skype. 

-          Are you okay? How do you feel?, asks Gemma

-          A bit nervous. But happy to finally marry him. There’s so much time I dream about it !

-          Oh, that’s cute

Gemma, my fiancé’s big sister, and who will be my witness, hug me. She’s really happy for us, she’s the one who had the most easily accept my engagement with Harry. Our families have need time to accustom to the idea, but finally our parents and siblings are here, with us, for this beautiful day in this paradise location.

-          Gemm’ where’s your brother ?, asks suddenly Lottie

-          No idea, answers Gemma, with our mother probably, but he’ll be late, like ever.

-          That’s not serious Lottie, I’ve waited a lot of years to marry him, I can wait few more minutes, I say smiling

Two little arms enlace suddenly my waist from behind. It’s Doris. So cute. I take her in my arms, make her a big kiss on his cheek and gave her to my mother who takes her in his arms. Robin? Harry’s stepfather, is chatting with Des who is also come, my father is playing with the twins while my stepfather is discussing with Fizzie and keeping under surveillance Doris and Ernest in order they don’t go too close to the sea.

-          Ehm, sorry, says a man in my back, shouldn’t Harry already be there?

-          Yes. But he’ll arrive, he’s always late.

The man smiles to me. He has make the trip from Holmes Chapel in order to marry us, here, in Hawaii. He’s Anne’s friend, that’s why he agreed to marry us with the English law, but in Hawaii. I glimpse Harry at the other tip of the beach, with Anne. He’s wonderful. He wear a white shirt and a pair of jeans with a flashy-blue bowtie. I wear jeans, a white shirt and a tie from the same blue. Simple outfit, but refined. Lottie raise her thumbs in my direction after having had a look at Harry, she’s the witness of my boyfriend, a role she had accept with enthusiasm.

-          Close your mouth Louis, or you’ll drool on your white shirt, say Gemma in my ear

Everybody is watching us arriving. I glance at my watch, we are only five minutes late, it’s acceptable. Louis smile downright to me, I take the time to observe him, he’s so handsome, so… perfect. I’m so glad to date him.

-          Are you sure ?, asks my mum in a soft voice

-          Yes. I want to marry him, I’m madly in love with him.

-          So enjoy, it’s the most beautiful day of your life.

She release my arm she was holding until now and I can approach myself from Louis by crossing the aisle through the two rank of chairs. One side: his family, the other: mine. Such a symbol! I arrive next to him, under the tent put on for the occasion. Gemma and Lottie makes one after another a small wink and a frank smile. I intertwine my fingers with Louis’ one and said him in the ear :

-          You’re wonderful honey, and I’d love to remove you this ultra-skinny white shirt…

-          Later promise, he answers laughing

Then we turn together to the mayor assistant.

Ellipsis of one hour

-          Louis William Tomlinson, would you take as your husband mister Harry Edward Style here present?

Harry look at me smiling, he waits for my answer.

-          Yes I want it.

I take the gold ring in the box Ernest is holding out to me and put it on Harry’s finger. He’s still smiling.

-          Mister Harry Edward Styles, begin again the civil official, would you takeas your husband mister Louis William Tomlinson ?

Harry look at me a long time, right in the eyes, then he says with a strong voice:

-          Yes I want.

He take the second gold ring and put in on my finger.  His hand shivers a bit, which means he’s moved.

-          By the law, I proclaim you wed, continues the assistant, you can kiss each other if you want.

Harry looks at me during few seconds before approaching his lips from mine. We kiss softly while our families applause us.

We’re married. That’s crazy!!!

Ellipsis of three hours

Everyone has just come back to the table because I’ve ask for a minute of attention. I would say something I care very much about.

-          Please, I would really say something to all of you…

Everyone keep quiet and I raise myself. I’ve my hand on Louis’ shoulder which I’m softly ruffling. He smiles me and he incites me to continue.

-          I… ehm… I want to thank you all for coming here for our wedding. I know it had been something very hard to accept for you but we really love each other and it was high time that we pass to the next step together. Jay, thanks for accepting I marry your son, I swear to make him Happy… Mom, I know you worry a lot for me, for us, but it’ll be okay. We won’t make the same mistakes again and…

I’m interrupted by a phone ring. Louis takes his in his pocket and look at me with an apologetic smile saying:

-          Sorry, I must take, this is mine.

I sigh, he kiss me quickly and he moves away to answer.

I pick up the phone, a bit worried, it’s my coach who’s calling me. Though I’m in holidays, and he knows that I’m marrying Harry today.

-          Hey?

-          Louis? Sorry for disturbing you a day which is so important to you but… I’ve a good and a bad news to announce you.

-          Begin with the bad.

-          You won’t play with Doncaster anymore…

-          What? Why?

-          That is the good piece of news, you’ve been spotted by Arsenal FC and because of the winter mercato they want to engage you. I said yes.

-          Like… Really?  I’ll become an Arsenal player?

-          Yes. Bravo Louis, and congratulations for your wedding, we all know here how much you love him.

-          Thanks. I must let you, they’re all waiting for me. Thanks a lot.

-          You’re welcome. Enjoy your holidays.

I hang up, put my phone back in my pocket, just at that moment I feel an arm enlace my waist and Harry’s curls tickle my neck.

-          Who was it?

-          My coach…

-          Can’t he let you still during your holidays?

-          Hazza, I change team.

-          What? He fired you?

-          No exactly. Arsenal football club hired me.

-          ARSENAL? REALLY? You’ve ever dreamed about it !!!

-          Yes.

I turn myself back, smile to him and kiss him full on the lips. Nothing could have much perfect this wonderful day.

December 13^th 2017, 3h46 in the morning

Hotel room

I fall down on the bed, I’m exhausted. We’ve just regain our room with Louis, after partying a big part of the night with our families. We’ve booked a luxurious room, in the highest level of the hotel, and we have a gigantic balcony with a bow window which shows on the ocean.  All is absolutely perfect. Louis untie his tie, throw it on the bed and say to me :

-          I’m going outside. This won’t be long.

He go out on the balcony and observe the ocean during a so long moment. He’s wonderful; and his ring shine with the moon reflects. We’re married. That’s crazy. I’m putting off my bowtie, my shoes and my shirt, and shirtless and bare-footed I join him on the balcony. I put my head on his shoulder which I kiss very softly and I start open his shirt passing my arms around his body. He laugh and says:

-          Do you realize that we’re married?

-          Yeah. Finally… I love you, it was time.

-          Yeah. You know, I haven’t hesitate one second, it was an evidence for me that we must wed….

-          Me neither I haven’t hesitate, you’re my soul mate and I promise not to flirt with girls ever, because I’ve understand how much it hurts you. And I have you, that’s enough to me.

-          You’re cute Hazza…

He turn back keeping my arms around his waist. I force him to approach me and I kiss him very languorously.

My mouth drift quickly in his neck which only want that. He inclines his head and let me imprint the mark of my passage in his skin. He let a pleasure sigh slip of his mouth and I say to myself that it’s time for us to consummate our wedding.

Slowly I make him move backward, without stopping kissing him and we enter in the room, I draw the curtain with one hand to assure us a bit of intimacy and I push him to the bed.  I make him bent over it, he smiles me, he’ll let me do. I get rid of my shirt wide open and my tongue come titillate his nipples, a groaning get out of his mouth at the moment when my hand slips to his jeans which I put off him. The night will be very very hot, even if we must leave early tomorrow.

December 18^th 2017

Somewhere in the Great Canyon

Harry look at me, begging for a pause. I admit, I’m probably walking too fast for him.  And there are five days that we’re walking, he must be exhausted. He stops and sits on a rock.  I join him and hold him a bottle of water.

-          Drink slowly or you’ll feel dizzy…

-          Thanks.

He drinks slowly, quite all the bottle. I think he’s really exhausted.

-          Hazza?

-          Mmmh sweetheart?

-          If you want we can stop here for today and enjoy the end of the afternoon together.

-          But it’s only 4 p.m. …

-          So what?

-          Okay.  I agree that we stop here, I’m unable to bear it anymore…

I put my bag at his feet and sit next to him. He put his head on my shoulder and we stay a long moment like that, admiring the wonderful landscape.

-          We must put on the tent.

-          Yeah, and call your mum too, there’s three days we haven’t call her and to my opinion she’ll be very happy that we do it.

He isn’t wrong. There’s quite one week since we married each other. And as honeymoon we cross the US, a part on foot, a part on motorbikes, a part on car, with for aim to be in New-York for New Year’s Eve. Louis unfold the tent and put it behind us, in five minutes it’s fixed in the ground, we can find the shadow inside. Despite of the season, it’s very hot in the Canyon. I bring out the two sleeping bags and unfold it in the tent, I lay on one and Louis lie on the other next to me.

He’s observing the map to plan our way for tomorrow while I call my mother.

-          Yes?

-          Mum? It’s me.

-          Oh Hazza, glad to hear you!

I’ve turn the sound high so Louis can hear the conversation, he makes me a big smile meaning something like “You see, I’ve told you”

-          So, where are you?

-          Somewhere in the Arizona, I say, normally we left the Canyon tomorrow, we rent motorbikes and go to the East.

-          Good boys, be careful though.

-          Don’t worry mum, we just want to enjoy our honeymoon, there’s been a long time since we’ve been alone, just him and I.

-          Oh, talking about being alone, do you remember the night you spend both of you at home before leaving for Hawaii ?

Louis and I exchange a glance smiling, this night, even if my parents where in the room next to ours we’ve had sex like never.

-          Yeah ?

-          I’ve cleaned you’re room when I came back to home Harry, and I find three condoms wrapping under the bed, with leather handcuffs and a pants which shouldn’t belongs to you as I can judge by the design. And your lubricant gel had trickle on your desk too.

Louis looks at me biting his lip not to laugh. Oops. We’ve probably forgot to tidy up.

-          Mum? Can you put all this apart for when I come back? Please. And sorry…

-          I don’t know, I was thinking it could please to Robin…

-          MOM !

-          It’s okay, I was just kidding Harry, I put all this apart, ask Louis if I must clean her pants…

-          It’s the superman one right ?, intervene my boyfriend

-          Yes, answers my mother

-          If it doesn’t disturb you I agree. Really sorry to let this lie around.

-          You know, continues my mother, it’s less weird to wash pants as thong if Harry were dating a girl.

We all laugh, obviously it must less denote on the clotheshorse.

December 24^th 2017

Chicago, luxury suite of a big hotel

I’m having one of the best day of my life. Harry had a lot of surprises in store for my birthday, like this beautiful room he had booked in Chicago. Tonight we’ll probably go out in a nightclub, but now he asks me to wait him in the room, while he’s preparing something in the bathroom. I don’t know exactly what, but as I know Harry I’m really expecting something very good. I glance quickly at my phone, I’ve just receive a message.

To Louis : Big kisses for your birthday my lovely big brother, I hope you enjoy your honeymoon with Harry        Fizzie

I smile and send her a quick thank you, just at the moment when Harry come into the room, in pants.

-          I’ve finished, but I need that you trust me totally because I’m going to blindfold you.

I smile to him, kiss him softly and let him do. He blindfold my eyes, get rid of my shirt and my jeans, then he takes my hands in his and guide me to the bathroom. There he stand behind me and untie my blindfold.

-          TADAAAAM!

I look around me, it’s wonderful. Ant extremely romantic.

He disposed petals of roses everywhere, put some candles on the edge of the bathtub where a hot bath with a lot of foam is waiting for us, and an envelope with my name lay on the edge of the washbasin. Harry invites me to look inside by a look. Inside, a birthday card with Harry’s word at the back:

“For the best husband ever

Happy 26^th birthday

Your husband who loves you and who will love you forever”

And he added a small heart.  So cute. I love him so much. I turn myself to him, with some tears in the eyes and take him in my arms.

-          Thanks honey, I love you… Thanks for making my life so wonderful every day. And thanks for having made of my birthday a so particular day.

December 31^st 2017, few minutes before midnight

New-York

We’re walking hand to hand with Louis. We’ve put on some big anoraks, it had snow all the day long in New-York.

We’re enjoying the end of our honeymoon, in two days we’ll be back in London. It had passed so fast. But it had been the best weeks of my whole life. Louis and I are more in love than ever, and spend this New Year Eve in New-York is something very romantic.

-          Hazza, we must stay somewhere if we want to see the countdown and the firework.

-          Yeah. We should stop there, we’ll have a good look I think

-          Okay

He stands behind me and enlace my waist with his arms. He kisses me in the neck.

Few hours later

I’m losing control like never on the dance floor. I’ve drink too much, but I’m still master of what I do. Harry gone away, with a group of young with who we’ve get on well here, in the nightclub. I leave the dance floor and look for him.  I find them all in a gloomy corner of the room, around glass of champagne and what I take as a cigarette. I approach myself and sit on the armchair of the small chair where Harry is sitting. He put his arm around my waist and I put my fingers in his hair. The cigarette is turning between us all and I understand fast that it’s a joint, and not simply a fag. I refuse politely when someone hold it to me but Harry takes it and puff on longs puffs. He coughs a bit but I see in his eyes that he’s totally stoned. This probably isn’t the first joint of the night that he smokes. On the second turn of the joint and after few more drinks Harry encourages me to smoke a bit too.

-          Come on Louis! Don’t be shy! It’s awesome you’ll see!!

-          Hazza, that’s it, you’re completely drugged up, and you know that I have to preserve my lungs…

-          Rho it’s okay Louis, come on, take a drag!

-          Okay but just one.

I take a drag and start immediately to cough, my fragile lungs can’t really bar this. But I admit that there are strange effects, quite enjoyable I glance at our new friends, there are three couples: Steve and Andrew, gays like us, Jason and Jessica, and Wren and Eden, two hetero couples, but very rock’n’roll. I see Jason give discreetly a syringe to Eden who goes away with. Harry has taken advantage of my inattention to kiss me full to my lips. Anyway, it’s the night of all the excesses!

So ? What have you thought about it ? 

Anne worry at the beginning ? The boys wedding ? Coach's phone call ? The hot wedding night ? The honeymoon through the US ? The trek in the Grand Canyon ? Louis who takes care about Harry ? The call to Anne ? What Anne told about the night before the wedding ? Louis birthday in Chicago ? The surprise prepared by Hazza ? The birthday card ? The romantic New-Year's Eve in New-York ? The nightclub which degenerate ?

What do you think about the rest of the story between them ?

Next chapter is a Ziam chapter, we'll find back Larry only on chapter 7.

Hello everyone, this is the new chapter of my fiction. As you'll see easily it concentrates exclusively on Larry Stylinson, as the following one, but the chapter after will focuses on Ziam... 

I just remain you that Louis point of view is in red and Harry point of view is in blue...

Chapter 3 : Time to be together again...

September 17, 2017

Louis apartment

I drop my gym bag in the hall, I haven’t training today. But I wish I have, I wish I could exert myself on the grass, I'm bored stiff when I'm alone. My gym bag is lying in the middle of the entrance, half open, with my dirty football clothes inside. If Harry was here, he would holler at me in order that I put away all this. It's been a month and a half now since we broke up. But ... Too bad ... I 'm done. I lie down on the couch watching TV and zapping on a channel that broadcasts sports continuously. My coach told me to watch sport as often as possible, to condition my mind. I 'm not really sure it will be useful but ... nothing ventured , nothing gained. Twenty minutes later someone ring my apartment doorbell. I looked up at the clock, it is 17:30, who can it be?

I get up and go open without much conviction. Harry stood there, on my doorstep, hands in his pockets. I stay for a moment to observe him and then I slam the door in his face. I do not want to see him, I do not want to talk to him. Our relation is over…

I wasn’t expecting that ... I had imagined everything except that. I ring again : no answer. I push again my finger on the doorbell and I hear him sigh behind the door. I keep my finger on the bell until he open the door again.

- What do you want?

- Talk.

- I can’t , I’ve  training

- Louis, you haven’t training at all, it's Friday and you've never had training on Friday. Say rather that you don’t want to talk to me ...

- Yeah . You and me it's over Harry, you can’t turn up like that after a month and a half saying that you want to talk to me.

- It costs you anything to talk to me ? Give me an hour, and if in an hour you still want to throw me down you’ll can do it.

He sighs and moves away to let me enter. It feels weird to be back here. We lived in this apartment together for almost two years, until everything explodes between him and me. I walked into the living room and sit on the couch, Louis comes to sit on the other side, sitting cross-legged in front of me.

A meter pulls apart us. He said nothing, he just looks at me . I turn off the TV and said:

- What do you want ?

- Speak, I 've already said ...

- Speak about what?

- I do not know, whatever you want ...

I answer nothing and he take up again :

- I have seen the results of your team, Louis, you move up to an other division at the end of the season if all goes well eh?

- Yeah ...

I know he is not here to talk about football. But in a way it's easier for me to talk about it with him.

- I missed you, you know ...

He dropped it in a sharp tone. As if it was my fault ... I need to gain some time, I need to find a way to fill in the gap between us, otherwise the next hour may pass very slowly.

- I'll make tea, you want some?

- Yeah, I want, he said smiling

I got up and walked to the kitchen, I put the water to be heated in the kettle and tea in the teapot. What does he want from me ? Why is he there?

I expect Louis while watching the room. Nothing has changed since I went to collect my things. There is just a little bit more dust on the furniture. That does not surprise me Louis has never been very focused on the household. But a framed picture looks cleaner than the others, on the sideboard. I get up and go take it in hand. This is the frame that contains the most beautiful picture of Louis and me, shirtless, wrap-around and in love, at my mother’s house, approximately one year ago. Louis come back with two cups of steaming tea. He sees me with photo in hand and pull a face.

- You cleaned it, I say

He says nothing ... I go sit down after putting down the picture and take my cup of tea in hand. I sip it slowly watching Louis. He had lost about three pounds, her cheeks are a bit more sunk, he is a little paler too. It seems he spends his whole day to improve her football style, anyway it’s what Lottie and Fizzy told me. He must slow down. And eat properly but he hadn’t ever really knew how to cook ...

- Harry, what do you want? What you really want me? You're not here just to talk , I know , I see it in your eyes ...

- I want to apologize ...

- It's too late Harry.

- No, wait, let me tell you what I have to say, you have given me an hour remember? We still have forty minutes ... So let me talk .

I look at him and shrug. If he wants to talk, I let him speak. His excuses are worthless, not after such a long time. Especially because he should not think a word of it.

- I'm sorry for everything I 've done . I've changed.

- In a month and a half ?, I say ironically

- Yeah . I 've been thinking about it and I said to myself that it was a shame to wreck our history with a nonsense like that.

- You had to think about that before.

- I feel guilty.

- I think either that you are, I reassure you .

- I screwed up.

- This is the case.

- Forgive me ...

- No. I can’t. My heart broke itself a few months ago, how can I be sure that you will not make it again ?

- I 'm not asking you to date me but to forgive me , I really screwed up, it sucked , and I feel guilty to have wrecked our story because of that ...

I do not answer and focus on my cup of tea smoking in my hand …

There’s still a long way to go. I look at the clock. In half an hour he can chuck me on the door and I know he will do it. But I wanted to try at least. At least try to apologize.

- I missed you too, you know ?

I look up to him, am I dreaming or has he really said this ?

- Don’t look at me like that, I dislike when you look at me like that

- Sorry .

- I forgive you .

- My eyes or my shit ?

- Both.

- Really?

- I will not blame you forever Harry , it not useful at all, so yeah I forgive you this crap . And it is true that it is a shame to have wrecked our story like that .

- Thank you.

- Don’t thank me.

Then follows a long silence during which I finish my tea. Then I get up and walk around the apartment, I found myself in the entrance and I reflexively pushes Louis’ gym bag against the wall at his normal place. I hear him snickering behind my back .

- You can’t help doing this…

- No.

I turn to him, he smiles. This is the first time in forty minutes that he smiles. But he does not care about me, I must not forget it.

Harry returns to the living room, hands in the pockets of his jeans. Its semi- open shirt suggests a piece of his chest.

- You got a new tattoo ?

- Yes.

- What is it?

- Drop it...

- Harry!

He sighs and ends open his shirt . He removes it and let me watch his new tattoo on his right pectoral, above the swallow. Two letters. Two simple letters intertwined : an L and a H.

- Really ?

Seeing my mocking rictus he blushes and puts his shirt. This stuff looks like him so much.

- When did you do this ?

- Few days ago…

- It's so ... cute ...

I can’t help me to make fun of him. But I’ve thought to do the same kind of things. But I will not tell him.

- Do you have a match on Sunday ?

- Yes I do.

- So… you’ve training tomorrow ?

- No. This is the baptism of a nephew to my coach so he will not be there, but I think I would still lead me a bit to the stadium.

He says nothing and seems thoughtful ... I cast a glance at the clock : in five minutes I can ask him to leave. Five minutes to fill and it will be finished , he’ll go and my life will resume its course. His routine. I would order sushi that I’d eat only half , I’d throw the rest in the trash, then I’d take a shower in cold water to tone my muscles, I’d call my mother or one of my sisters and I would go to bed. As everyday.

- I think I'll go ...

- Yeah . It's nice to visited me Harry, I said, forcing myself to smile

He gives me a compelled smile and headed towards the entrance. I take him to the door and when he came out I close the door behind him, I lean against it and let me slip to the ground.

I can not go like that . I would have loved he keep me,that like in the movies he catches me at the last moment, but he just shut the door in silence. I sit on the stairs and lean against the door of his apartment. I thought everything could start from scratch. I 'm still wrong.

Why has he allowed himself to burst back into my life?

Is it really over between us ?

How was he able to believe that I will welcome him with wide open arms ?

Why have I believed to this so much ?

 And if I finally accept the truth? And if I accept the idea that I miss and I need him?

Too bad, I should go. But all pushes me to stay. Listening more closely I realize that I do not hear only the sound of my breath, but also Louis’ one, on the other side of the door. He should be sitting like me right behind the door. It makes me smile stupidly. I gently knock three small knocks on the door, Louis replied: one knock, then two quick knocks. This is a code between us. He just answered me "wait, do not enter ." I smile and wait. I will wait the time it will take, but I 'm sure I'll be able to apologize for my sins .

I gave in.. Harry asked me if he could come in, I told him to wait. I know he's behind the door, I hear her regular breathing.

- Harry ?

- Yes ?

- If I let you enter what are you going to do?

- Cook. I'm hungry and you 're too emaciated for my taste ...

- You're not going to hurl yourself on me ?

- No.

- You're not going to consider we’re back together ?

- Only if you want ...

After a long silence I get up and I opened the door. He rises to turn in, I shut the door and locked it and he head for the kitchen. I do not even know why I do that. It's so ... stupid. This is childish. But he screwed up the whole armor that I built me in a month and a half. I have not moved from the entrance and I see him go in the opposite direction a few minutes later.

- I come back, I go shopping , you have nothing consumable in your fridge Louis , I would not be long...

He unlocks the door, pockets the keys and goes. And if he doesn’t come back?

One hour later

- You're too stupid Louis

- Sorry but I missed it ...

- You should really learn to cook , you're skinny ...

- Anything ...

- Louis. It's how long since you have not had a real meal ?

He thought for a moment.

- Three weeks. Since I was dining with my mother.

- I do not know how you can…

- I have no choice, you know I do not even know cook pasta properly ...

- I 'll teach you if you want. I thought the top athletes should eat a lot of starchy ...

- The sushi rice does not count ?

- It was not exactly what I imagined ...

He smiles from ear to ear. It’s good to eat something else than sushi. He cooked me pasta carbonnara, he knows I especially love it . We ate and discussed a lot, we had a lot of laugh too, it made ​​me feel good. For once I did not bum around alone in my apartment.

- Do you want to take a shower ?, I say

- Nah, I 'm going to settle me down in front of the TV if you do not mind

- No, go ahead, I 'll meet you later.

What an idea I’ve had when I proposed him to stay for the night ? But I do not want to let him go , I'd be too afraid that he not come back. I was already extremely afraid that he would not return from the marketing, that he let me down, that he leaves me ...

I sit in front of the TV and pull out my phone from my pocket. I received two sms.

To Haz : You'd better have succeed to be forgiven by my brother or I'll kick your ass ! Kisses. fizzy

To Hazza : Where are you? mom

I hasten to answer them

To Fizzy : We'll talk tomorrow ok ? I 'm still not sure I can tell you what’s going on.

To Mom: At Louis’ home. I'll explain. Kisses, good night ...

I turn off my phone and put it on the coffee table. I take off my shoes and sit comfortably watching TV. There is nothing convincing, but I notice a dvd box, placed on the TV. I get up and go have a look at what it is.

I get out of the shower, I still hate to have a shower in lukewarm water, but it seems to be better for blood circulation. I dry me quickly and put only underpants. I do quickly my hair, throw a glance at my reflection in the mirror and go to join Harry. I stop myself when I see what he looks. Ghost. This is our film. The one we used to enjoy watching together, in each other arms. I had watched it without him too, but it was not the same.

- Come Louis, you're not going to stand there, I allowed myself to put the dvd, you had left it lying on the TV ...

I sit down on the couch, as far as possible from my ex. He has hardly taken off his eyes from the screen but for me it’s from him that I can not take off my eyes. I can’t help observing him, he has not changed in a month and a half. Contrary to me. As he pointed out I lost weight. And not only a little. My coach made ​​me promise to get back to eating properly, or I’ll had to stop high-level football.

- It's not the same when I'm not in your arms ....

Harry said that flatly such as a simple statement.

I need to be in his arms and snuggle up against him, I love him. I still love him. I've always loved him. I would love him forever. That's why our initials are now tattooed on my chest. After a long silence he gets up, turns off the TV and streches me his hand.

- Come ... Come sleeping with me, you're not going to sleep on the couch, it would be too uncomfortable...

- It's good Louis, I can stay in the room you know

I do not believe a word and grabs the hand he held out. He smiled and we headed to his room. To our room. As soon as he has crossed the threshold he dropped my hand and slips under the covers on his side, the side where he always slept. I smile and take the time to undress before going to lie down next to him on my side of the bed. Our bodies do not touch but I feel its heat, and I also know that he does not sleep, I can guess it with the irregular rhythm of her breathing .

I feel guilty to have offered him to stay , what do I do now? I do not want to make the mistake of falling into his arms again, but my whole body urges me to get closer to him. I turned on the side and found myself in front of him, we look at each other a long time without saying anything. My eyes fall on her pink and fleshy lips, I try to remember the taste they have. The best taste I've ever experienced, as far as I can remember. A mixture of sweetness and acidity, a taste that belongs only to him.

- Harry?

- Yes ?

- I think I love you ...

- I think I love you too Louis ...

After this confession none of us dare to make the first step. But we ought to, otherwise we will not get anything . I slowly approach my hand, he seems to have had the same idea as our fingers meet and intertwine. He laughed nervously. It looks like we're back at the beginning of our history.

Louis smiles, but seems to hesitate, I 'd like to kiss him, I wish I could taste his fleshy and soft lips. His lips which were so many times through my body causing me shivers divinely pleasurable. I slowly put me closer, he lets me do I put my face closer to his, he does not protest. Our fingers are still intertwined, and nothing but that contact makes me crazy. Our breaths are now combining; his lips are only a few millimeters from mine. He closes his eyes and smiling crosses the short space between our lips. When his lips skim mine it's like if my heart exploded in my chest, as if my body finally woke up. I shiver of pleasure and excitement, his hand just gently caress my cheek, he finds the gestures he used to have with me and me either. I stick to him, my hand fits in his lower back , his lips never left mine and he tries to force the way with his tongue.

When our tongues intertwined for the first time since a so long time I completely lost reason. I’m totally elsewhere. Nothing matters except Harry. Nothing but Hazza . My Hazza ... My boyfriend , the man I love almost since I know him and for who I would be able to leave everything. I love him. So much. How could I’ve lived without him for a month and a half? How ? I don’t know. I do not care . I kissed him again and again. Tirelessly. I love him. I 'm crazy about him. His lips take the direction of my neck, he knows by heart my weak point, I let him do, smiling , my fingers are pressing against his chest, I gently stroked it, I draw the outline of his new tattoo . L and H. Louis and Harry. Me and him. Forever in his skin ... After several minutes he stopped kissing my neck but stays nestled in my arms. I hold him strongly against me, I missed that.  A lot ...

- Louis ?

- Hmm ?

- We don’t leave each other anymore uh ?

- Only if you promise to stop flirting and drinking all the time.

- I’m almost not drinking anymore. And I won’t flirt anymore. There is only one place in my heart, and it is for you.

- Really?

- Oh yes ... I can not live far from you Louis ... I love you ...

- I love you too, Harry. And I want to live with you for the rest of my life ...

The next morning

I wake up the next day in a cold, empty bed.

- LOUIS ?

- I'm coming, he answers me, let me just five minutes ...

This kind of attitude is not like him at all and I got up to see what's wrong. I found him in the bathroom, leaning on the edge of the sink.

- What's wrong ?

- I’m not feeling great. But it's because I ate too much last night. My body is not accustomed to receiving as many calories. I should flush some out.

- So we go to the stadium?

- Yes. But you're not forced to come up with; I know how much football bore you stiff.

- Not when it's my boyfriend who play . We dressed and go?

- You eat something first, I do not want you to do me hypoglycemia.

- Okay

Two hours later

Stadium

Harry looked at me from the terraces, he encourages me by screaming my name and raising his arms in the air. I train to shoot at the goal, from several areas of the field. It makes me feel good. It makes me feel good to play, and more to know that Harry is there to encourage me. It's been over an hour we're here, all alone, obviously my teammates decided to take advantage of their day off. Not me. I need football for my personal balance. I hear someone whistling in my back and I turn around when I hear my name.

- Hey Louis ! Who's the wimp screaming your name in the terraces ?

I look at my teammate without understanding. Does he just call Harry wimp ? This is a joke I hope ... Yes, it must be a joke ...

- Louis ? Hello? Who's the wimp who watch you playing ?

- Shut up . You can not understand.

I shoot the ball angrily and takes the direction of terraces, running. He is new in the team, he has never seen Harry , so  yes it must be surprising for him to see me with a guy. But I would not accept he calls my boyfriend wimp.

- Hazza ? I change we can go, do not pay attention to Mike please, he’s new and a bit stupid.

My boyfriend smiles at me and raises his thumbs in my direction. I go to the locker room to change myself, enough training for today, I will enjoy the rest of my day with Harry.

Ellipse of three and a half hour

- Yes mom I promise it will all be okay, I swear he’s not the same as before ...

Louis tries to concentrate on his telephone conversation with Jay but I enjoy distracting him with kissing her neck. Louis gently pushes me but I know he loves it ...

- Yes promised Mom I pay attention to me. Yes I’ve a match tomorrow ... What? I do not know, I think yes... Hazza ? My mother wants to know if you’re coming to see me playing tomorrow...

- Yes of course.

He smiles and finishes discussing with his mother while I let my fingers wander over his chest. When he hangs he says:

- Hazza, stop, you’re turning me on and you know we can’t have sex ...

- Why ?

- I need to spare myself for tomorrow.I’m sorry. I promise we’ll make up for that tomorrow ...

- Cool ...

I lay in his arms, I put my head on his hot chest and says:

- We can not even go take a bath?

- It depends if you like cold water ....

- How so?

- New coach’s guideline: we take showers with cold water or lukewarm to invigorate muscles ...

- Nonsense !

- I know. But I have no choice ...

- Okay what do we do then?

- You teach me to cook?

- If you want . But we begin pick in your fridge , there are plenty of obsolete things which deserve to be trhrown in the trash ...

- I do not know what I'd do without you Hazza .

- You’d eat sushi !

We both burst out laughing and he steals me a kiss before getting up to go into the kitchen .

The next morning

stadium

- Louis relax please, you're all tense ...

- It's just that I'm not used anymore to be watched by you when I play…

- Actually, I have an errand to do while you play, it's really important, I promise to be back at the end of the match ...

- You do not even know how long is a football match .

- I know it ! 90 minutes ! With a quarter of an hour of pause after 45 minutes ...

- This is it...

Louis gently kisses me when his coach starts screaming in our ears:

- TOMLINSON !  TO THE WARM-UP ! IMMEDIATELY ! AND YOU HARRY YOU DASH ! DON’T DISTRACT  MY PLAYERS BEFORE A CRUCIAL MATCH !

I keep a low profile, steal a last kiss to Louis and looks him running on the ground. I have a nearly two hours for the errand I have to do ...

Ellipse of two hours

I just got out of the locker room, we won four to zero. Harry is still not there . He promised however... I see all my teammates going out one by one, greeting me, and dashing. And I stay here like an idiot . He promised he would be there on time! I sit in the terraces, put my bag next to me and wait. My coach is the last to leave the locker room and he calls me:

- Uh Louis, what are you still doing here?

- I expect Harry. He promised to pick me up ...

- Ok. Don’t catch a cold.

- Yes I promise! See you tomorrow !

He welcomed me to the head and moves away towards the car park, which I can’t  see from where I am placed . Hardly the coach has left, Harry made ​​its appearance. He climbs into the stands to where I'm sitting and seeing that I am in a huff he says:

- When you’ll see the surprise I reserved you, you 'll understand why I waited until everyone was gone.

- Since how long have you been there ?

- Since more than half an hour. But I wanted to wait until they are all gone ...

- Why ?

- Kiss me first, I tell you after ...

I look up to him and kisses him long, languorously . As soon as I dropped he bites her lip and says:

- Promise not to take the piss out of me please…

- I swear.

He looks at me during a long time and knees before me while putting out a box from his back, in it a wide silver ring shines under the sun of late summer.

- Louis William Tomlinson, do you want to marry me ?

Louis closes his eyes and then opened them again. He looked at me a long time, too long from my opinion.

- Really Harry?

- Yes really . I’m proposing you, and I do not intend to kneel all day so answer please.

He’s taken from a burst of nervous laugh and me either.

- Damn I do not believe it Harry ... I do ! Of course I do ! I want to marry you !

I feel tears rising to my eyes and Louis still seems completely shocked of what just happened. I take advantage of that moment to place the ring on her finger. He drew me to him, kissing me, languorously, during long minutes. I can not believe it; I did not think he would say yes ... it is just an idea that came to me in the night, and I said to myself why not. It's been four years we've been together, or a little bit more, I think it was time for us to move to the next step . And it proves that I really want to engage myself with him.

- Hazza, says he suddenly ceasing to kiss me, can we not tell anyone about it yet?

- Yes. But ... why?

- My sisters have promised to kill me if I married now ... They say that marriage before thirty years old is worthless, and they are also still angry about you for our break-up...

- I’ve doubt about this. Fizzy drove me back to you, she was sick of seeing you sad.

- No? Seriously? I will have a quick word with her about it tonight ...

- You can thank her ... It is thanks to her that we are together again ... And that we’ll marry too…

- We're getting married ...

He remains thoughtful on these words ...

Ellipse several hours

I just finished the dishes, Harry is taking a shower. I take the time to admire the ring shining on my finger. It 's a simple one, bright silver, and I noticed, when removing for better watching it, that Harry made our initials engraved in it. Too cute. At its image yeah... We decided not to tell anyone about that for the moment, we want to keep it a bit for us.

- Louis ! ! There's no shower gel anymore! And there's no hot water either!

- So come one…

- But I have not finished ...

- As long as you're not full of soap that’s great…

I burst out laughing and will join him in the bathroom. He got out of the shower and wrapped a towel around his waist. I wear a pants and I must say that seeing my boyfriend half naked really turn myself on. I approach him and kisses him on his lips. He smiled and I slid my fingers down her cheek. I love it. And there, right now, I want to do him good !

Louis slides her fingers along my chest and loosens the towel around my waist. I find myself naked and can not hide how much I want him... He takes my hand and leads me to our room laughing. By reflex I take the lubricant gel in his nightstand and give it to him, he laughs and says:

- You ought to undress me first Harry…

So ? What do you think about this chapter ? Are Louis and Harry cute together ? What about the proposal ? And the football dependance of Louis ? Harry's excuses ? Louis who recognize that he needs Harry in his life ?

LET ME A LOOOOT OF COMMENTS !

Hello ! Here is the second chapter of my fiction, it's a big big time for Niall, and for the others too, you'll see...

Chapter 2: Wedding time

July, 29^th 2017, a quarter to midnight

Hotel room

-          Harry, stop kissing Louis! Says Liam laughing

-          I made what I want with my boyfriend, replies Harry

He’s drunk. But it’s normal. We are all five in a luxury hotel room, tomorrow it’s my wedding and I’ve wanted to spend my last night as a bachelor with the guys.

-          Niall, tell us again how you met Eva. And how you proposed her, ask Zayn

He holds Liam’s hand, they are very cute together.

-          Okay okay okay, I met her the first time the night we separated ourselves, I ran into her at the airport, so I paid her a coffee and we discussed a long time before she took her flight. Then we met each other several times before our first date. And few months ago, for Christmas, I proposed her, in front of our both families. And she said yes. She said “obviously I want marry you…”

-          Overcute, says Zayn

-          Exactly, add Liam

-          Totally awesome, says Louis, and she’s beautiful Niall, you’ve made a good choice.

-          It wasn’t a choice. It was an evidence…

-          Oooooowwww, says Harry, you’re cute. But why do you want to marry her ?

-          ‘Cause I love her. So much.

He’s truly in love with his Eva, it’s obvious. And it’s strange to think that tomorrow he’ll be wed. I hope that one day it will be the same for Liam and me. Harry is drunk and we’ve all drunk a bit too much, except Niall who is more reasonable. Anyway, it’s the last time we all see us as unwed men. I’ve never thought it could be Niall the first to wed. Harry fall asleep, his head on Louis knees, and start to snore.

-          Sorry for him Niall, but you know, he can’t resist to beer.

-          Yes I know, answer Niall, anyway, what about your relationships guys since the last time we met?

The last time was slightly one year ago for a charity event to save children in Malaysia.

-          Nothing more, answered Louis, I still live with Harry, he waits me at home when I’m at the football club, just a normal couple…

-          Okay, replied Niall, that’s good for you, you love so much him. And he loves you very much too.

-          Yeah…, answers Louis, thinking about it

-          And you guys?, said Niall, turning to us, what about you ?

-          We’re still together as you can see it, says my boyfriend before taking another beer

-          Do your parents know about it?, asks politely Niall

-          Mine yes, since the group separation, answers Liam holding a bit stronger my hand

-          Mine no, say I, and they shouldn’t know it for the moment, we don’t want to say that to them…

-          But… If I’m right you’re dating together since three years now, no?

-          Yes, say I, but we still aren’t enough brave to say that to them.

-          Do you know that they will be here tomorrow? Like all our parents in fact…

-          Yes we know, answer I, but we’ll do as if we weren’t together…

-          All the day long?, exclaims Niall

-          Yes, answers my boyfriend, all the day long…

Niall and my boyfriend seems to think a lot about it and I look at the room. I count the empty bottles of beer: 17, too much for five boys.

-          Maybe we should go to sleep, say I, Niall you have to wake up early tomorrow…

-          Yeah, Greg come to take me at 8, but you guys could sleep until midday I think.

-          Yeah. At what time must we be at the church?

-          4 p.m., if you’re late I’ll kill you.

-          We’ll be there, says Louis, now it’s time to sleep.

He wakes up Hazza and bring him to the bed. Harry can’t walk further, he’s too drunk.

-          Guys? What about sleeping all five together? asks Niall, I miss that time when we were sleeping all the nights together…

-          Why not, says Louis, I miss that time too.

-          We all miss that time, says my boyfriend…

The next morning

Niall parents’ house

I woke up early this morning, probably because of the excitation of that day.  Greg took me at 8. a.m. and now I’m at home. Lou is dressing up my hair, which is quite difficult. I’m anxious about today, anxious about marrying Eva, even if she’s the prettiest, coolest, funniest girl I’ve ever met.

-          Niall, can you please stop moving like that? Or I can’t fix your hair, says Lou

-          Yes okay, sorry, I’m terribly anxious…

Hotel room        

I’m the first to wake up, after Niall obviously, I can’t help to kiss my boyfriend before going out from the bed. But Liam puts his arms around my neck and force me to stay stuck to him in the very bi bed. Just next to us, Louis and Harry are still sleeping. Liam kisses me in the neck, again and again, he knows that I love that. That I’m truly mad of that… I adore the movement of his lips on me, he makes me crazy. I put my arms around his body and approach me of him. We are hugging together, kissing too, we just want to enjoy that moment. Because all the day we won’t be ourselves, we’ll just be as best friends, not as boyfriends.  

I wake up in Louis’ arms, he still sleeps. He’s so beautiful when he sleeps. He seems so quiet, and so happy at the same time. I’ve a little headache but it’s because of alcohol, it’ll be okay in a few minutes or hours. I kiss him on the mouth and get up. Liam and Zayn are kissing softly in the bed, it’s still strange for me to see them in love. Because I’ve never imagined that Zayn could be gay, for me he was totally straight.  But that wasn’t the truth. And he seems really love Liam. The both get up and come to me. Zayn hug me strongly and says:

-          We’ve missed you Harry, we haven’t see you since one year…

-          Yes. A quite long time.

-          Extremely long, Harry, maybe you could in a few weeks come with Louis to our flat in London, says Liam

-          Yeah, I wear we’ll come.

-          Great! How’s your head? asks Zayn

-          Enough good, I’m okay even if I was drunk yesterday…

-          Okay. Don’t be late, we leave the hotel at 2 p.m. and before our families come. Maybe you should wake up Louis.

-          Yes. Thanks guys. Are you going to go in your room?

-          Yes. Liam in his room and me in mine. It’s so strange. We live together since 2 years now…

-          Why?

-          Why what? says Liam

-          Why can’t you share a room?

-          Because my parents don’t know about me and Liam, answers Zayn, and they mustn’t be!

-          Okay okay, but, you’re going to act as if you weren’t together?

-          Yes, says Liam, and now we really have to go, or we wouldn’t be ready on time!

I take Zayn’s hand and we leave the room. Mine is on the left, Zayn’s is just next to mine. And we’ve discovered that there were a door between our rooms. So we’ll sleep together tonight, and that’s great because it’ll really be difficult for us to pretend not being a couple. He enter in his room, I enter in mine and immediately I rushed to the door that separates us and open it. He smiles to me before giving me the sweetest kiss he can.

Niall’s parents house

My father and my brother are as nervous as me. It’s a big big day today, I’ll marry Eva. I still can’t realize. I think I’ll realize it when we’ll be at church.

-          Niallllll!!

I just see Theo running and jumping in my arms. I hug him very strongly. He’s so old now, he’s six. And he has a little sister: Lola, who’s nearly two. She born seven months after the group separation. That was why Denise wasn’t feeling good when I came back home after my first meet with Eva. Eva… My fiancée… This sounds so good. But it will sounds better when she’ll be my wife; Mrs Eva Horan, wife of M Niall Horan. So good.

-          At what hour is your flight tomorrow honey?, asks suddenly my mother while dressing her hair

-          6 p.m., you’ve already ask me that twice mom

-          Are your bags packed ?

-          Yes mom, I’ve already answer to that too. It’ll be okay. We just go to France during one week mom. One week. And we only leave tomorrow so please don’t stressed so much;

-          Sorry Niall, but, you know, it’s a strange day, you’re going to marry Eva, you’re my youngest boy, but now you’re so… so…

She starts crying. It’s hard for her. Because I’m still her baby, and she can’t realize that I’m marrying. I gave Theo to my father and rush to my mother to hug her. I’ll always love her, she’s my mom, and even if I’ll be a married man, she’ll always hold a big place in my heart.

ELLIPSIS OF 4 HOURS

In front of the church

Okay. Take a deep breathe Niall. You’re just going to marry Eva. Just marrying…

-          Are you okay Niall ?you’re very very pale, asks me Louis

-          I’m okay. I think. I hope. Oh my God, I’m so stressed !!!

-          Calm down Niall, everything is okay

-          Yes but she’s late..;

-          No, she’s not, replied Harry in my back, she’s just on time

I turn myself to the car which just arrive and waits for my wife. I haven’t see her dress until today, so it’ll be a big surprise.

Niall is waiting in his beautiful smoking, very nervous, Eva comes out from the car in the most beautiful dress I’ve ever seen.  It’s a white slinky dress, which marries perfectly her forms, the dress is slit to the top of her thigh, Eva’s long brown hair are curled, disposed like waves over her shoulders. She doesn’t have a lot of makeup, she’s just beautiful by nature. That’s normal, she’s a mode, a beautiful model who makes the biggest podiums in the whole world, and she’s very very famous now, especially in Ireland because of her wedding with Niall.

Niall let a tear roll on his cheek, he seems so… proud to have a wife like her. And I can understand, even if I’m gay, I’ve to admit that Eva is one of the most beautiful girl I’ve ever met. She hugs everyone before kissing Niall softly. He takes her hand, smiling, they are a perfect match !! An absolutely perfect couple.

-          I hope that one day, you’ll make me the pleasure to assist to the same scene between you and Zayn, murmurs my mother

-          Okay, but I let him we&r the dress, I reply

We laugh and enter into the church with all the guests. Zayn is with his family. Harry is with his and Louis’ families, because Louis is the (témoin) of Niall, with Greg.

 ELLIPSIS OF ONE HOUR                  

In the church

It’s THE time, Niall and Eva will engaged them together for years, for the eternity.

-          Niall James Horan, do you want to take Eva Maria Jane Connors as your wife for the eternity?

Niall takes a long and deep breathe and then ansewers :

-          I do.

-          Eva Maria Jane Connors, do you want to take Niall James Horan as your husband for the eternity?

-          I do. Of course I do, exclaims Eva

The priest smiles and says:

-          I think you can kiss you now…

Niall and Eva kisses each other during a long time, very happy, and all the persons here are applauding. Because it’s the perfect couple in everyone’s mind. Harry winked at me and I smile, one day it’ll be us who’ll be marrying.  

They are totally cute, and at the top of the happiness. I think. I hope that one day I’ll marry Liam like this, with all our friends, and families. I look at him, and then at my father. We must tell to my family that we’re together. It’s obvious. We can’t continue to pretend not to be together, I love him, he loves me, and that’s a long love story because we’re together since three years. We definitely must tell them. Bur first I must convince Liam to do this. I’ll try tonight at the hotel. This situation can’t continue. It’s too hard for me not to hold his hand or kiss him. Because I do that all the day long usually.

ELLIPSIS OF SEVERAL HOURS

We’re in the middle of the night, and we’ve just eaten the sumptuous wedding cake. Niall and Eva are dancing romantically together on the dance floor. My mother dances with my sisters, Sean, Niall’s best friend, is dancing with Harry’s sister… and Harry is… Fuck! Where is he? Where had he again disappeared? It’s the third time of the night.

-          A problem ?, asks me Liam seating next to me

-          Do you know where Harry is?

-          Absolutely not. But you know, he’s a bit drunk so he could be everywhere, probably asleep…

-          I don’t know, probably. I’m fed up, he’s always finishing drunk.

-          He’s young Louis, he’s younger than you, and it’s an exceptional day today…

-          Yes. Do you realize that Niall is married ?

-          Yep. It’s so strange… But Eva is wonderful…

-          Yes she is. If I wasn’t gay I would have probably flirt with her

Liam winks to me and I understand that he thinks the same.

-          Where’s Zayn ?

-          Stuck with his sisters, answers Liam, he’s cute…

I’m dancing with my sisters, because it was a long time since the last time I saw them. I’m not going often to my parents because I don’t want to let Liam at home alone. But sometimes, when he goes to visit someone of his family I take advantage of it to see mine. But it would be easier if my parents know about us. Because I don’t think it’s really a crime.

-          Zayn, pay attention to what you do!!

-          Sorry Walihya, have I told you that your dress is awesome?

-          Yes. Twice.

-          Sorry.

-          What do you think about ?

-          Someone I love. But please keep the secret.

-          Tell me who !!

-          No. I can’t. But I promise that you’ll know it soon…

-          Zayn !!! You can tell me… Please…

-          No it’s no. No way.

My wife is in my arms; she had put his head on my shoulder and kisses my neck. I love her so much. I don’t know how I could be happier. It was the best day of my life: I married Eva, Greg and Louis, my witnesses, made for me a very touching speech, and the witnesses of my wife made for her a video which made her cry. I admit it was very cute…  I observe my friends on the dance floor. Louis is discussing with Liam, Zayn with Walihya but I find Harry nowhere.

-          Babe? Can I let you a minute, tell I to my wife, I need to find someone

-          For sure, take your time, I won’t go anywhere!!

-          I hope!!!

I kiss her during a long time and go to see Louis

-          Where’s Haz?

-          No idea.

-          Don’t you want to search him?

-          Hmmm, yes I want it… But I’m fed up that he’s always drunk.

-          You know that he needs it.

Louis stands up and goes out to search Harry.

I’m searching my boyfriend everywhere and finally find him in a gloomy corner, with a girl. He’s flirting. Is that a joke? He flirts with her like if he was single.

-          HAZZA! Stop that! Now!

The girl run away, she’s a cousin of Eva if I good remembered.

-          Harry, what were you doing?

He’s totally drunk and can’t answer me.

-          Okay, we go inside, you sit down on a chair and don’t move okay?

-          Yeeeesss…

Oh my God, what have I done to God to have such a boyfriend ? I love her so much but sometimes it’s difficult. I put him on a chair in the room and search his family to say that we’re leaving now. As I can’t find them I come back to him and find him flirting again but with two girls. I feel someone hugging me behind and I turn myself to see Fizzie.

-          Fizz’ ? What are you doing ?

-          Trying to avoid you killing Harry.

-          I’m not going to kill him Fizzie, you can release me. But we’re getting to the hotel now. He’s drunk.

-          I know, he was talking with me few hours ago and he was stinking alcohol.

-          Okay. Tell to Mom that I go to bed with Louis, and try to say it to Anne too.

-          No problem. See you bro’ !

I hug her and rush to Harry. I take him by the arm, apologize to the girls he was talking with and say to him :

-          We go back to hotel, and then we’ll talk ! You’re a bastard you know ?

I know he had just insulted me but I can’t reply because my head is cottony, I can’t clearly think. We say goodbye to Eva and Niall who’re still dancing and Louis push me into our car.

I send a message to Liam because I miss him. I’m in a dark corner of the room, just not to be seen and asked about it.

To Baby : Can we go back to the hotel ? I’m tired. And I miss you… terribly. It’s so hard to pretnd to be just your friend…

He answers me quickly

To Honey : Meeting point ? Your car. When ? 10 minutes. Don’t be late or I’ll leave without you.

I smile and go to see Niall and Eva.

-          Hmm sorry, but I go back to the hotel, I’m tired, and I don’t want to sleep all day long tomorrow.

-          No problem, says Eva, it was good to see you again !! You’re very nice Zayn !

-          Thanks. Niall you call me when you come back from France okay ?

-          Okay. No problem. Thanks for having been here.

Then I go say goodbye to my family, it was so good to see them again. I miss them a lot, but I love Liam and I can understand why he doesn’t want to tell about us to my father.

I’ve said goodbye to everybody and now I’m waiting Zayn at his car. I’ve got the keys, and if he’s late I can leave without him. Or not. Cause I’m addicted to him. He’s my everything. My love. My wonderful world.

-          I’m here !, shout it while arriving

He immediately kisses me, without breathing, during a long long time.

Then I say:

-          You’re crazy… Someone could have seen us…

-          I don’t care. I love you so much babe…

-          I love you too. It was horrible not touching and kissing you today.

-          I know. Can we go now ?

-          Yes of course.

ONE HOUR LATER

I’ve take a shower and alcohol effects are weaker. Now I can clearly perceive that Louis is upset about me. He’s lying on the bed, watching passively Tv, waiting for me.

-          Louis ? What’s going on ?

-          I’m fed up…

-          Fed up with … ?

-          With you. I love you but in every party you’re drunk, we can’t just enjoy together, and what’s more you’ve flirt with some… girls tonight. In front of me…

-          Are you… jealous ?

-          ME ? shout him, OF COURSE I AM ! CAUSE WE’RE TOGETHER SINCE 4 YEARS NOW AND YOU’RE STILL CHAT UP GIRLS EVERY TIME WE’RE OUT. I’M FED UP HARRY. CAUSE YOU SHOULD BE CHATTING UP ME AND NOT THESE… GIRLS…

-          IT’S BECAUSE I’M CHATTING UP ? OR BECAUSE I MAKE THAT WITH GIRLS ?

-          BOTH ! I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU’RE DOING THIS TO ME HAZZA ! IF ONLY YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU !

-          I LOVE YOU TOO !

-          PROBABLY BUT YOU DON’T SHOW IT TO ME ! AND I NEED THIS ! I NEED TO FEEL HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME !

-          AM I NOT SHOWING IT TO YOU ?

-          NO. AND I’M ALWAYS AFRAID THAT YOU CHEAT ON ME, CAUSE ALL GIRLS TURN AROUND YOU AND I ALWAYS STAY ALONE ! PLEASE TRY TO THINK HOW SAD I WAS TONIGHT NOT TO CAN DANCE WITH YOU. IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A GREAT DAY. BUT IT WASN’T FOR ME.

-          DO YOU KNOW WHAT ? SHUT UP ! AND GO AWAY ! I WON’T EVER… EVER… CHEAT ON YOU BECAUSE I LOVE YOU. BUT APPARENTLY YOU CAN’T SEE IT. JUST LEAVE THE ROOM. GO AWAY. IT’S OVER. MAYBE OUR RELATIONSHIP WILL END LIKE THIS. I NEED YOUR TRUST.

-          BUT I CAN’T TRUST YOU ! YOU CAN’T BE RESPONSIBLE WHEN YOU’RE DRUNK !

-          I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT I DO WHEN I’M DRUNK. EXACTLY. SHUT UP !

I look fiercely at him and run out of the room. I run until being so exhausted that I must stop. I'm in the hotel hall. I hate him. I was thinking he loves me enough to trust me. That’s not the case. I hate him. So much !!!

Louis’ room

I’m crying of anger. I’m bitter. I don’t know if I still love him. He was so mean. He knows that he’s not himself when he drinks. But he do it anyway. Just like chatting up in fact. How can he do this ? HOW ??? I was thinking that I really can trust him.

Liam’s room

Zayn is in my arms, he tries to convince me to tell the truth to his family.

-          It’s still a bit early babe, we can’t do this, say I

-          Liam, please. I want to stop lying…

-          I know, but I’m not ready. Just imagine if your father sart to shout over us because we’re gays and…

He stops me with a kiss.

-          Okay. You’re not ready. Now stop talking and let’s us have some pleasure…

He starts to fondle my body. Oh my god… It’s soooo exciting !!

So ? What about this chapter ? Niall's wedding with Eva ? Liam and Zayn who pretends not to be together ? Hazza's behaviour ? Harry and Louis' break up ? Liam who still don't want to tell to Zayn's parents about their relationship ? 

What do you think is going to happen in the next chapters ?

Hello guys ! I'm publishing here the first chapter of my fiction. But I need to say you some things before you start reading :

- This chapter set on the 17th April 2015, but the Prologue (I've published last week) stands few years later and the first chapters will explain you how we are arrived to the situation of the prologue. So be careful with time indications !

- In this fiction (like in many of my fictions) we change often of point of view so each charcater had an associate color whiwh will always be the same during the whole fiction : Liam speaks in orange, Zayn in purple, Louis in red, Harry in blue, Niall in green. Be careful too ! ;)

- Finally, I really expect to have some comments on this chapter so please take 2 minutes of your time to let a small comment. ;)

Chapter 1: Make a fresh start...

April 17^th 2015

Boys’ backstage room

- Are you ready sweetheart ?

- Yeah. I still can’t believe we're doing this ...

- It had to happen one day baby, we knew it since the beginning ... And now it's the best time for us to stop. Before committing ourselves for another few years.

- Yes, I know ... You're going to tell me that we’ve already talked about that many times ...

- Right. Kiss me before the others arrive. You still don’t want to tell them?

- No. This beautiful love story belongs to us.

- I know Liam. Kiss me

He leans toward me and puts his lips on mine. He’s very sweet when he does that and I love it. He hurried off when we hear the noise of the other three boys in the hallway. He can’t get his eyes off of me. Today is a really essential day for all of us. Today we are officially separating, this is our last concert, it's official, in a few hours One Direction won’t exist anymore.

- We knew we 'll get you there, I said, entering the room , you should have come to play with us , it's relaxing .

- No football for me, Zayn said, I prefer to stay calm before a concert and you know it...

- Yeah, Harry said, taking off his lips to those of Louis

- Stop kissing you all the time, said Liam, it’s boring...

- It must be taken advantage of when we’re inside, protests Louis

- Anyway in a few hours we will finally appear together, says Harry, I cannot wait ...

He looks lovingly at his boyfriend. It's been almost two years that they are together. Two years they hide from everyone, no one is aware of anything, but they have planned to make it becoming public at the beginning of our concert. Good for them if they can be displayed in public. At least they can assume and love each other in peace.

- Finally what are you going to do after? Ask suddenly Zayn

- Hmmm ... we are going two weeks on vacation together, says Harry

- And on the long term we still don’t know, said Louis, do you?

- Me I continue in music, I finally admit, I already signed my contract actually...

- Already? Niall you haven’t lost any time ... exclaims Liam

- It was an offer I could not refuse. I’m sorry to not have told you this ... But I have not had the opportunity

- It's okay , Zayn said , it's really good for you. What are you going to do then?

- Going on the road with my guitar, but I would just play in small concert rooms...

- Damn it's great, Harry exclaimed , so guitar and voice ?

- Yeah, I said , it's quite what I've always wanted to do. But enough talked about me, Liam? Zayn? What will you do?

- I have a modeling agency who contacted me, but I have not yet responded , I expect to see, Zayn replies

- Me I signed a contract for a small advertising campaign, and after I do not know, maybe a little bit of modeling, says Liam

It’s strange for me to think that in a few hours we’ll part our ways. Our lives will separate after five amazing years together.

- GUYS IT'S TIME , Paul said opening the door

- Enjoy it, says Zayn, this is the last time you can tell us that, Paul

We all start laughing but in fact we all feel sad. It is difficult for us to stop, but it is a decision we have carefully considered all together. And this concert, our last concert will be fucking awesome ! We’ve planned a very long concert, three hours long; broadcast live on television in several countries.

We all made a hug to Paul and go at the back of the stage to get our ear-flap and our microphones. I touched discreetly Zayn’s hand and my boyfriend smiled. Nobody is aware of our relationship, not even our families or the boys. And tomorrow it will be exactly a year since we’re together. So these two days are very important for both of us. I love him, I 'm totally in love with him. I never thought I could fall in love with a boy, but with him it had been natural, he either did not feel he was gay before our story begins . But we really love each other and I hope that our story will last. As usual I tangle myself with my headset wire and Zayn comes to my rescue, he puts it up, smiling. In the darkness he stuck his body to mine, he knows I love that.

- The stadium is full boys, enjoy, says Paul , give the best of yourself ...

He’s quite crying and I understand him. Five years that he’s with us on all our tours. I'll hug hard, I will miss him, we will all miss him...

- Don’t forget that you are at Wembley boys, there's over 80,000 people waiting for your last public appearance together.

- Yes Paul, says Louis

- You still want to start with what you have to announce both? He said, looking at Harry and Louis

- Yeah, answer the lovers in chorus. We want to enjoy it on stage at least once.

Zayn gave me a discreet wink and I smiled. If they only knew!

- As we planned?, I said, turning to Harry

- Yeah. I go first, I’ll call for you to join me later, we say what we have to say and then we go back behind the stage to come all together on Kiss You .

- Okay. I love you Hazza. And it will be alright.

- I have no doubts about it.

I kissed him long and told the other boys:

- We start with our announcement, and as soon as we came back backstage we launch the real show okay?

- Go ahead, says Liam

- Courage, said Zayn

- Do what you have to do , we are here for you , says Niall

We made a quick collective hug and Hazza goes on stage. His arrival triggers a series of hysterical screaming and he is struggling to get quiet for what he has to say. I crouched behind the set at the background of the stage, I wait him to call me.

- Please be quiet, Harry said, let me tell you something before we start !

When calm is almost there he starts:

- Okay so… already thank you to all be there, it affects us greatly. But before we really start the show I have something a little more personal to say. I would like to introduce someone who means a lot to me. This is a person who shares my life for almost two years, and I 'm crazy in love ... Do you agree that I introduce to you the person I love most in this world ?

The stadium yells a resounding YES. Harry turns to where I am and says:

- Come and join me please.

I'll join Hazza, I’m nervous I admit , the stadium started screaming , joy , surprise , anger , rage , perhaps, I do not know and I do not care . At the moment all that matters is the hand Harry streches out to me and his lips that cry me "Kiss me ! ". I intertwine my fingers with his and kissed him stealthily.

Then I say:

- It's been over a year and a half Harry and I were out together, we would appreciate you respect that, because I care about Harry so much and he’s mad of me. And we wanted to tell you now, before we start, because we want to finally be ourselves on stage for our last concert. So thank you and now let’s the show begin !!

ELLIPSIS OF THREE HOURS

- Guys , this is our last song, so we must enjoy it the most we can !

We made a very long hug together backstage before going back on stage for our last song. We chose to finish the first song we sang together: Torn . A symbol. Louis refused not to hold my hand , he already has tears in his eyes , and I must say that I 'm not far away from this point too. Liam and Niall also have tears in their eyes , Zayn manages to hide his feelings, but nevertheless, he has the same opinion. I sing the refrain as best as I can, trying to hold back the tears flowing down my cheeks. It's very hard for us. Louis sticks to me to support me and the other three boys are also getting closer to us. We all end the song together, in unison with the public. Then there was a long period of black on stage during which we can hear the public continuing to sing. We fall into the arms of each other, hugging , also crying a lot. When the light comes on again we sit on stage to talk a little with our fans before separating with them. Niall begins, he gently weeps and it is very difficult for him to speak ...

- Thank you ... Thank you for being there for five years ... We love you , we will never forget you ...

- We know this is hard for you, be aware that this is a heartbreaking moment for us too, continues Zayn , we are very grateful to you for bringing us where we are today , we owe you everything, you’re at the origin of our meet, I used to have only sisters, now I have four brothers , and that's not going to stop because even if we stop singing we won’t stop seeing each other, or at least I hope.

He exchanges a glance with Liam and the two young men smile it’s the most beautiful friendship I have ever seen.

- You 're probably wondering what we will do next, adds Louis , I confess you that we will take very different ways, personally I will continue my story with Hazza and see where it’ll takes us.

- Me, I want to live my life, I would like to take a bit of my youth again, Zayn said , but I do not think I’m going further into the world of music, I 'm sorry but I aspire to a more quiet and peaceful life.

- I can announce that you will soon find myself in an advertising campaign, adds Liam , and later, as Zayn , I aspire to a quiet life. I want to stay with those I love.

- I just wanna live my life with Louis, I say , in all simplicity, I only need to be happy.

- I hate you for letting me the final word, says Niall , so I announce you that I will do a tour of small venues, alone with my guitar,I’m going to give you soon the link on Twitter to find any information about it. That's it. Now it's over and we really need to go, but we wanted to tell you one last time how much we love you, that we owe you all, and we will never forget you.

We get up and we will greet our audience one last time, I see in the first row all the girls crying and I no longer try to hold back my tears. This is a page of my life, our life, which turns. Then we hurry up to return backstage. Now the tears roll down our cheeks without we can retain them, Louis is in my arms, in a dirty state, it is one of us who wants the less to stop.

I retained somehow my tears on stage but as soon as we walked backstage I burst into tears. It's hard to stop something like that which served five years of our lives. Liam , by instinct and habit , approached me, he holds me in his arms and gently stroking my back. He took the opportunity to slip soft words in my ear :

- Stop crying sweetheart, I know it's hard but now we have whole life ahead of us. We will finally be able to live 100% together, I love you Zayn ...

He comes slightly off to me, looked me straight in the eyes, put his hand on my cheek and approach his lips to mine. It's crazy but I am unable to prevent it. When our lips enter in contact I feel a warmth spread throughout my body, I feel better , he reassured me and soothes me .

The boys who were talking behind us ended abruptly. When Liam concludes our kiss he intertwines his fingers with mine and turned to the boys who stay totally incredulous.

- You ... uh ... said Niall without knowing what to say

- I can not believe Harry said

- I can not believe it, adds Louis in a strange echo

And to think that Liam did not want to reveal this...

- I reckon we owe you some explanations, says Liam , Zayn and I are together for almost a year, we did not want anyone to be aware , we wanted to keep it to ourselves because it is our private life but I can’t support seeing Zayn crying. Sorry Zayn, he said turning to me, it had probably surprise you but it's the only way I found to stop you for crying..

- It's okay honey , I had nothing against the fact that they know ...

I kiss his neck and the boys seem to regain the use of the word :

- But it's been a long time that you are gay? ask Louis

- Your parents know? Niall added

- I still cannot believe, said Harry in a low voice

- One question at a time, I said, smiling, Niall to answer your question our families are not aware of it. And they should not be at the moment, so if you could say nothing to anybody about this please guys. Absolutely nobody . And to answer your question Louis in fact I don’t know. I fell in love with Liam, I did not ask whether I was gay or not, it’s just me seemed obvious that I was in love.

- Same for me, says Liam, I love him and I'm happy with him ...

- Good for you, Niall said smiling

He hug us very very hard in his arms.

ELLIPSIS OF SEVERAL HOURS

Heathrow Airport

- Louis please hurry up or we'll miss our flight, we aren't early…

- It is not me who wanted to stay to discuss, I say a little bit edgy, and then why am I the one who carry the bags ?

Harry sighs, turns and takes one of the suitcase in my hand. He kisses me quickly so that I won't stay angry with him and enters the airport. We fly to Bali with Harry, we allow us two weeks of vacation there, we need to take that time for us. It is three in the morning and the airport is almost deserted , Harry goes to the registration desk , we hurry to send our bags then headed boarding, it will start in five minutes, we finally aren’t too late than we thought. Harry intertwines his fingers with mine and smiled. What the fuck is he so beautiful when he smiles!

Liam apartment

I 'm lying in my underwear in Zayn 's arms , in my bed, he played with my hair and gently stroked my cheek as we speak .

- Do you realize that tomorrow we are not forced to get up to go to work ? he told me

- Yeah . It will be weird for us…

- I know . But it will also be good.

- You still agree that we go to see my parents tomorrow?

- Yes. Of course.

- Aren’t you afraid that they do not accept you ?

- Your mother loves me Liam, it will be alright ...

- She likes you as my best friend, not as my boyfriend.

- Liam stops flipping, your parents are tolerant, right ? Then they’ll accept me . I do not want to hide forever, I'd like to shout it from the rooftops

- I can not help freaking out , I'm going to tell my parents that I 'm gay ! This is not nothing!

- Well , don’t be upset baby ... it will be okay ..

He stroked my chest until I calm down , I can not help it , I can not help feeling anxious for this big revelation.

- Zayn ? say I

- Yes, my love?

- I love you.

- I love you too. And I am proud of that.

- Really? Don't you mind being gay ?

- Why should it bother me Liam ? I love you , this is the only important thing in my eyes.

He's about to add something but I prevents sticking my lips to his. Our legs crossed and I finally turn around to face him. I find myself above him, which is rather unusual.

I want to let him do it tonight , want to see how far he can go. I leaned towards him and will chew slightly his ear lobe, he smiled at me and kiss my neck. I feel good with him. I feel a bump forming slowly in my pants. Today it’s Liam who will lead the dance , for once , it changes ! And I know he will do it wonderfully.

Dublin Airport

Finally Home ! I feel so well in Ireland, and I'll finally be able to spend time there. My plane has arrived, I just get my suitcase and I head to the airport Starbucks to buy a coffee.

It will help me to keep me awake for the little road that I have to do. It's been several hours since I left the boys (I was the first to be gone ) and I finally feel free. I feel the right to do what I want to do. Finally . For myself. The saleswoman handed me my coffee and I turned to leave when I collided with a young woman. Our coffees we both end up on the ground, and a little about our jeans too.

- Fuck shit sorry , said the young woman picking up his empty cup on the floor

- It's okay , I said smiling, it's my fault, let me pay you another .

- No, no, it's good it’ll be alright

- I insist . What would you risk by having a coffee with me ? , I said laughing

- Okay , but quickly , I get in an hour and a half, replied the young woman

- Awesome! I 'm Niall , I said, holding out my hand

She shakes me it and gently replied:

- And I’m Eva .

She has a charming smile. I take a new coffee for each of us and we will sit down at a table to discuss .

Liam apartment

Zayn fall asleep after having sex, as usual. I'm nervous , I can not sleep. I pull out my pack of cigarettes and my lighter in my nightstand and 'm going to open the window to smoke. It relaxes me . It sucks but it relaxes me . I think about how my parents will react tomorrow. I hope they will accept it, and they will not blame me for not telling them.

- Honey ? What had we said about cigarettes?

I turned to Zayn who looks at me wide awake now .

- Sorry but I stress and this is the only way I 've found to decompress .

I put out my cigarette and throws it out the window. I close the window and the curtains then I join my boyfriend in bed. I snuggled against him and said softly :

- We need to succeed in quitting, both. Now we have fewer stressors we will get there .

- Yes.

- Couldn’t you sleep ?

- No. I'm too anxious to sleep ...

- So I propose to occupy our night something else ...

He smiled and his fingers just slip under the waistband of my pants .

- Again ?, I say a little surprised

It is true that we haven’t make it twice in the same night ever.

- You do not want ? , Zayn said visibly disappointed

- No no, I want if , it's just ... it's not usual ...

- You know what Liam ? I do not care habits , today we celebrate our freedom, and our one year relationship , so if I want to have sex with you let me do it please.

- Yes honey.

I kissed her gently and let him take things in his hand.

THE NEXT MORNING

Niall’s house

I still have the habit of getting up early and at nine o'clock in the morning I 'm getting up. Yet I spent almost an hour chatting with Eva in the middle of the night at the airport. She is a model and she is very nice. It is part of the great meet that are often made by chance. We laughed a lot that night , and it did me good. I walk in pants in the house of my parents, I feel good , I can enjoy their presence. And I'll also be able to spend time with my brother, his wife and my nephew ! I haven’t seen him growing up but now he is a little more than three years and I want to be a good uncle to him.

Liam’s car

I’m driving, Liam is too exhausted of our night. Moreover, he dozed in the passenger seat. We made love three times, twice at night and once in the morning. It relaxed me, anyway I fear much less than Liam, I 'm sure it will go well. Even absolutely certain. It may be a bit confusing for Karen and Geoff at the beginning but it will be okay .

- Liam ? Awake, I said, gently stroking her thigh, we arrived in five minutes.

- Already ???  He exclaims waking

- Yes. It’ll be good, do not worry . I love you and I'll be there for you , whatever your parents say.

- Thank you. We do as we say?

- Yes. Exactly like that, and I swear it's going to be okay.

- We'll see Zayn , we'll see.

Luxurious house isolated on a paradise beach of Bali

I just had my mother on the phone , she wanted to tell me she was proud of Harry and I, and of our announcement last night. Harry is asleep in bed, naked . I got up , slipped quickly underpants and will prepare breakfast for us both. We will be able to take full advantage of the holiday together , we no longer have to hide from people, we can live our love openly. This is a big change for us . It’s so good, we will not complain ... I 'm cooking eggs and bacon (yes we rented a house fully equipped with a fridge filled ) for Harry and I look in closets to make me a bowl of cereals .

- In the closet at the top right , I watched it last night, I thought I'd be up before you.

- Thank you sweetheart ...

Harry approached me , still naked and just give me a very big hug. I can not believe we are officially together, in the eyes of whole world.

Liam 's parents' house

My heart drummed in my chest as I reach out to sound. Zayn waiting in the car, I have to go get him once I have said what I have to say my parents. I ring and enter into the house, as usual. My hands are shaking so I put them in my jeans pockets in order to hide that. My mother comes and hugs me tightly in his arms, she is happy to see me, it's been over a month since I wasn’t at home. My father comes and tighten us in his arms and as soon the let me breathe I say :

- Dad, Mom, I have to tell you something , it is important and it can not wait.

My parents seem a bit surprised but I do not give them time to think too much.

- Can we arise in the living room? Because it is not easy to say…

- Okay, said my father smiling

They arise in the couch and me in the chair on the other side of the coffee table. They watch me in silence. My father holds the hand of my mother dearly. I cast a quick glance out the window when I saw my car (with Zayn in it although he is invisible from where I am) and it gives me the strength to launch me .

- Dad, Mom, I ... it may surprise you much but I hope you will accept what I’ll tell you ... I ... I'm gay

A long silence follows my statement and I nervously rubbing my hands, eyes downcast , waiting for their response .

- Are you ... sure ? ask my father

- Certain .

- Since when did you know you’re like this ? , asked my mother

- A while. A year in fact ...

- Why saying that now ? add my mother

- Because I did not know how to tell you this, I was afraid of your reaction, and then we wanted to stay hidden

- We ... ? said my father suspiciously

- My boyfriend and me, if I chose to tell you this it's because I date him since one year . And I would formalize it with you ... if you want ... obviously

- Is he here ? ask my father

- He waits for me in the car.

- Go get him , said my mother , come back here then, we'll talk together.

- Thank you Mom , I say before going out

I rushed to the car and knock on the passenger window where Zayn doze. He lowered his window and I look inside to kiss him passionately.

- Well gently , he said smiling, what do they said?

- Nothing, they want to meet you to talk about it all together

- I’m coming.

- Zayn ?

- Yes my dear?

- I love you.

- I love you too. Let me go out we go greet your parents.

He leaves the car after closing the window and we cross the street to go home. Before moving the door I slid my fingers into those of Zayn, it reassures me .

I feel Liam very nervous. I’m scared too, it is true, but less than him, I feel good as I am with him, no matter the trials. On entering the room I see Karen and Geoff up exactly at the same time their eyes towards us, totally incredulous . In their eyes mingle surprise, relief, misunderstanding, questions ...

- Well, it's been a year today that I date Zayn , Liam said in a timid voice

His parents urge us to sit without saying a word. I sit on the chair and Liam comes to rest on my knees, slightly askew so that I can still see his parents. Our fingers are still linked and my hand comes to rest naturally in the palm of her kidneys . I see him smile to me, I know it relaxes him. His parents are still watching us silently . I understand that it should not be easy for them. Not easy at all. But I hope they will accept.

- Boys, you’ll understand that we are a little disturbed , his father suddenly told us, we did not expect that at all ... It's very confusing ... ...

- Finally ... especially Zayn , said the mother of my boyfriend , I always thought you basically straight, I mean , I had some doubts on you Liam but Zayn I really do not think so.

- And yet I love your son, I say, with all my heart ...

- I doubt not, said Karen

I squeeze a little harder Liam’s hand, I feel we are winning our bet : to be accepted by his parents.

- It is not allowed to us to judge you anyway , his father said , I want to see my son happy so if that is with you Zayn, I’m okay. Even if it's really very confusing for us.

- Thank you, Liam said, I did not think you would take it as well ... I really love Zayn and that's important to me that you accept our relationship.

- Come give me a hug Liam , said her mother, smiling

They hug long under the tender gaze of Geoff and me. The father of my boyfriend finally come to shake my hand warmly and took the opportunity to slip :

- You better take care of my son ... But I trust you for that ...

House in Bali

Louis engulfed his cereal bowl fast and he left to take a shower . We did not have sex that night , a first! So I 'm a little lacking, especially because we slept both naked . Anyway, we planned to enjoy the private beach and the turquoise waters of the Indian Ocean for now . I know we will catch up tonight, Louis loves me too much to deny me this pleasure . I cast a glance at the clock on the wall , it is eleven o'clock local time. We'll bask a little at sea then we'll probably eat at one of these restaurants for tourists to the village, and then I think Louis wants to go run a little , or at least take a hike . He loves it and it does not displease me , good for us, it allows us to share activities .

- Well what are you doing Hazza ? I wait you in the water, said Louis crossing the kitchen to get out on the beach

He is completely naked and I understand that he expects the same for me when I go to join him. I put my empty plate in the sink and come out of the house to join my boyfriend. He is already enjoying the turquoise waters of the ocean. I join him in the water and glue myself to him . Our mouths are slowly finding each other, our tongues intertwined so as our fingers. I have butterflies in my stomach, I love this feeling...

Niall’s house

I did almost nothing but eat this morning. On the first one in the morning , then I had lunch with my parents when they got up , and with my brother when he awoke , and there I eat cupcakes with Theo. It is too too cute. It had been four months since I had not seen him and he has changed dramatically during that time. While eating his cupcakes he plays with a small plastic truck that I brought him to forgive me for such a long absence. My mother is cooking , my brother is watching Theo and me , and he finally says :

- You were back later than expected last night, right?

The question seemed to tap him for a while and I say :

- Yeah ...

- What’s her name ?

- Who’s name ? ask I, pretending to be surprised (I don’t want to reveal him the existence of Eva for the moment)

- The girl who kept you ...

- There's no girl that caught me Greg , you're wrong. I just stopped a little at the airport , I did not lead immediately I was too tired .

- That's right, my mother said , you should learn from your brother Greg , it would save us from some nice scares . Niall , does your brother told you his latest bullshit ?

- Uh, no he hadn’t boast about it.

- He failed to fuck in the ditch with the car of your father. The gentleman was a little bit drunk.

- Greg you freaking fuck ! , I say , laughing

- For my defense I’ve to say that I was at a party and Denise called me because she felt bad, I was not thinking I took the road.

- That'll teach you, said my mother, she's better anyway?

- She has an appointment with the doctor tomorrow , says Greg

ELLIPSE OF SEVERAL HOURS

Liam 's parents' house

- Goodbye Mom, I promise we will return very quickly.

- You’d better, now that you no longer have to tour or ad to do, my father said

- Yes, we often will, I swear , Zayn said in my place, and again thank you for accepting our relationship.

- This is normal , answered my mother, and then you form a couple so cute ...

- Thank you Mom , I say

I hold her in my arms before also tighten my father in my arms, Zayn took the opportunity to hug my mother. Oddly I think the fact that I go out with Zayn helped get my homosexuality. Zayn and I go out of the house and back in my car, Zayn insisted so I let him drive the wheel. I sit in the passenger seat and before he starts I gratifies him with a very very languorous kiss.

- I love you Zayn ! You 're the man of my life ...

- I love you Liam , and you know how you have taken a significant place in my heart ...

- Yes, I know .

He starts the car and we continue to discuss :

- Tomorrow I would like us to go to my parents , my boyfriend said

- No! I ... no wait , it's not that I do not like your parents  Zayn , you know how much I love them, but we can not just swoop in and say " Hey hello to the fact we are in a relationship for a year " one does not happen and two I 'm too scared to do it ...

- Liam , you know what I think , we will have to go through it .

- Not now . It's too early .

- But you did well introduced me to your parents. And it is even fine.

- This is not the same. Zayn you have not bathed in the same culture as me being small, it may be much more violent for your parents than mine . And then you have heard what my mother has said , she suspected that I was gay. While that which you doubt your homosexuality is that it has a serious problem.

- Anything ... I'm telling you they will fine.

- And I tell you it is out of the question .

He tilts his head and turns to the window, her back to me . That mean that the debate is closed. It's a shame . But I do not want to force it, I understand his point of view, and it is true that accept my homosexuality for my parents will be much harder . Not because they are not tolerant and open , just that in my culture this stuff is theoretically rather prohibited. But it's okay , I'll wait until my boyfriend is ready. I love him. To die . And I would do whatever he asks . Even if it means hiding for more months or years . All that matters to me is his well-being ... Without putting my eyes off the road I put a hand on the thigh of my boyfriend dozing already deeply. I hear him muttering something in his sleep and I smile, I find it too cute .

Cottage in Bali

Harry and me have been running for nearly two hours.

It made us much good. Now we go hand in hand to the house we rented. He did not stop kissing my neck , he knows that it makes me much effect ...

- Stop Hazza , you know I can not resist this kind of things ...

- I know, this is exactly why I do it ...

- You're Machiavellian Harry.

We enter the small house and Harry kissed me very long before heading to take a shower . I take advantage of his absence to look at my phone that I had left on the kitchen table . I have four missed calls from a number that is vaguely familiar. I press the recall button , after a few tones a man replied .

- Hello? Louis ?

- Uh ... yes ?

- The director of the football club from Doncaster to the device.

- Yes ?

- You remember me Louis ?

- Uh vaguely , that's what, two years that we haven’t seen ?

- Right. I have a proposition for you now that you stopped your career in music.

- I 'm listening ...

- Well, I thought if you were still interested in football, we could offer you a place in the team, we need a motivated and talented striker ...

- I ... I do not know, it's been a while that I have not played and ...

- Just think about it Louis , you do not need to say your answer immediately . But it would be a chance for you to become a professional , as you have always dreamed .

- Uh ... okay . I will try to think about it. Thank you .

- You’re welcome. I must leave you, I await your response in  ... two weeks?

- No problem. Goodbye.

I hang a little in shock. I had thought of everything except that. A career in football ... After all why not ...

- Are you okay? Louis, asked Harry landed completely naked in the kitchen

- Yes, yes , we'll talk about that tomorrow. At the moment I have only one wish ...

I give him a huge smile and approach me about him. My right hand just grab the back of his left thigh and the left gently caress his chest . He smiled and chew my lip . I raise and bring him to our bed. I sit on top of him and his hands are slipping in my shorts.

Liam apartment

Zayn was asleep in my arms, for once it was me who watches over him and not vice versa. We had a day full of emotions. But I 'm relieved that it has been told my parents. I also know that I disappointed Zayn not wanting to be officially introduced as her boyfriend to her parents, but it is still too early for them. Or maybe is it to me that it is too early ? Actually this is of the reaction of Zayn’s father that I'm afraid . He may reject me , as his son 's homosexuality that will fail to accept. I 'm so scared .

- Baby ? Stop obsessing about it...

I look at Zayn who just whispered these words to my ear.

- Sorry . I thought to your parents ...

- Ah ?

- I can not meet them.  I 'm too scared ... you know ... finally your father , he scared me a little ...

- Shh . Do not say a word more. I love you and it’ll take the time it takes. It is up to you to decide when you're ready to told them everything okay?

- Okay. Thank you .

- This is normal. I love you , and I only want your happiness ... Hey, you really meant it when you said that I was the man in your life?

- Yes. I 'm absolutely convinced of it. I do not see myself spending my life with someone other than you Zayn . And I 've always said that the person that I will present to my parents would be the right person. The person who would break my heart to no end , for the rest of my days ...

- This is too cute. You know Liam , I feel the same for you, even if I do not necessarily express .

I take his hand and places it on my chest , against my heart . As always he is so close to me that my heart has frequently misses .

- Do you feel him beating ? I said softly , he beats like that only for you my love ...

- Really?

- Concentrate on the rhythm you will understand.

He closes his eyes for a long moment before opening them and say in a low voice :

- The rhythm is irregular. You're heartbeat is too irregular compared to the normal rate.

- Right. It makes me that only when I 'm next to you.

- Isn’t it a little bit dangerous ?

- No Liam. It's cute that's all.

- Yeah it's cute . That is true.

I kissed her gently and hug him in my arms. Long. He fell asleep, his head buried in the crook of my shoulder. I gently kissed her head before falling asleep too

So ? What have you think about this chapter ? Are you greatly expecting the next chapter ? Was it good ? What do you think about the group separation ? About their projects for the future ? About Liam and Zayn ? About the revelation of Ziam couple to Liam's parents ? About the Larry revelation to the audience ? Are Louis and Harry cute ? What about the proposition of the football club to Louis ? And what about Niall coming back home ? And the mysterious girl he met and he don't want to talk about ? Is it just an hasard ? ;) 

Hello, this is the prologue of my fanfiction, hope you'll enjoy it !

And then what will we do ... ?

My name is Lena, and it's my birthday . Today I am 7 years old. Daddy Liam and Daddy Zayn wanted to take me to the zoo but as it finally rains we played games at home. Yesterday Granny Karen gave me a mini camera and I had fun with filming my dads. Yesterday I also found in the Daddy’s Liam closet a box with his memories, there was a photo where my dads were with other men. Then Daddy Zayn told me the story of their band. It was called Direction 1 or something like that I think. But now they are separated and Daddy Liam said it all this belongs to the past. But I haven't know that time, it's been only two years since I live with Daddy Liam and Daddy Zayn. They adopted me. I think that's how we say it. It's weird to have two dads, others at school only have one dad and they also have a mom. But I like having two dads, it is because when one of them is tired of carrying me on his shoulders the other takes me to it sits. It's cool to have two dads.

Ding dong ding dong – the doorbell ring.

I'll open because my dads are in the cellar and I am in the living room, right next to the door. When I open a tall man with curly brown hair all wet looking at me. He crouched down to get to my height and said:

- Where is your dad, sweetie?

- Which one of my dads ?

- Uh ... Liam?

I rushed up the cellar stairs and shout:

- Daddy Liam ! There's a man who wants to talk to you !

Daddy Liam runs up and takes me in his arms. Daddy Zayn is there too. They go to the door and when Daddy Liam saw the gentleman he puts me down on the floor and said:

- Go wait in the kitchen sweetie, it won’t be long .

I'm in the kitchen but I leave the door open to be able to observe and listen to what is said.

- I didn’t think you were still together, says the man

- What are you doing here Harry?? Says Daddy Liam a very nasty tone

- Calm down sweetheart, says Daddy Zayn , placing his hands on Daddy Liam’s hips

- What are you doing here, Harry? Repeats Daddy Liam

- Louis is at the hospital, I need your help ...

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